I LOVE ONE TREE HILL.
ONE FREAKING TREE HILL <333333
noo haley. :(
and that stupid stupid bitch katie.
i missed one tree hill.
my absolute favorite show in the entire world :)
VAMPIRE DIARIES!!!!
isobel.
:O
i want to watch it but im actually kinda scared about what im gonna find out. its intense :)
anyways
ive started watching chuck now. its alright.
not near as good as oth or vd,
but decent.
and sarah is prettyyyyyyyyyy<3
all because of jackie x)
i hate her and maybe love her. because of certain reasons.
i realized that when she gets obsessed with something, its a very extreme emotion.
if you dont believe me, ask her about tyler ward.
;)
mutemathhhhhhh.
star zee you know what im talking about :)
i don't know who to fight anymore,
i don't know what is right anymore
story of my life
tianjin tomorrow.
looking forward to dormsssss with nicki wong <3
best freeeeen, we are gonna have so much fun.
YES.
signed, yours truly♥
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unopened letters to the world
Friday, April 30, 2010
10:47 PM
DEAR JOHN.
omfg <3333
seriously people, go watch it. i'm not even kidding.
freaking amazing, even if i didn't watch it in the cinemas ;) BUT I WILL. ahhhh i loved it so much. it was probably even as good as the book. and that's saying something because nicholas sparks is truly, wow.
the most powerful words are spoken in the silence.
my re-awakened love with parachute, paramore and the fray :)
Don't know what you're made of 'til the one thing that you want
Is coming with the dawn and suddenly changes
Monday syndicate meets everyone the same
All we've lost to the flame, listen to me now.
Baby, don't forget, we haven't lost it all yet.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not the reason
You don't see the sun anymore.
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
it's almost a full moon tonight.
right now, it doesn't matter what you think of me. tonight your here with me. tonight, i'll miss you.
a week till may meet.
a week till tianjin.
34 days till summer <3
ANDDDDDD
OTH IS BACKKK:)
only for four more eps though. gaaah, i really want oth to have a new season. or life unexpected. i really wouldnt mind either one. they're both awesome :D
signed, yours truly♥
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lifetime piling up
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
10:03 PM
43 days left.
8 weeks.
love <3
summer 2010 is going to be epic.
europeeeee;;;
germany, switzerland, berlin, PARIS.
i'm ignoring the fact that i have to spend the rest of it in shanghai with my retarded relatives, and focusing on the most important and really the whole and only reason i'm excited for the end of year 8.
this year passed way way way too fast.
but it was a good year, it really was.
maybe the best since i got into secondary.
basdlkfja;sldkfja;lsdkfj;alskdjf
lalalalalallalala
i'm a water humper.
and nicki does waltzes.
but my butterfly looks ten times better than her waltz.
hehe :)
i'm a parrota.
rararara.
nickis a rabbit.
numnumnum.
tricias a fish.
blubblubblub.
<3
i love you guys.
NEW SONGS.
and lesley royyy :)
let's pretend that the airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars,
i could really use a wish right now.
because hey now, hey now,
don't dream it's over.
signed, yours truly♥
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quiet things that no one ever knows
Sunday, April 11, 2010
11:53 AM
easter was the bomb.
now its over in 12 hours.
):
extreme sad face.
i've finished with all my homeworkkkkkk:)
well except for english.
blah.
ewww. i keep getting stuck.
angels and airwaves LOVE.
STAR!
love them, but sometimes the songs sound too alike.
Like stars at night falling fast asleep on the risen sun
Wait patiently
You can feel it cause it's always there
Quite stronger as you stare and stare
Like love and lies shake violently.
We all are love and love is hard
So here's my heart.
signed, yours truly♥
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let the reins go loose
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
5:27 PM
STILL HAVE SO MUCH HW.
AND EASTERS ALMOST OVER:(((
i got:
art
dt
science
english
geo
and i'm only done with art. hehehehehe such a fail.
gah.
but anyways.
had so much fun with nicki and alister yesterdayy:)
ASDFLKAJS;DLFKAJS;DFLKJAS;DFLJKAS;DFKJ
hahhahaa
soo funny
alister: grow some MATURITY!
nicki: i'm sorry, i don't have that plant yet.
x))
oh how much i love youuu nicki.
confusing, frustrating, complicating.
need space for my heart to think.
i know it'll work,
but i can't.
i'm just not that kind of girl.
and after everything,
i just won't.
i want to don't get me wrong. there's a part of me that always wanted it. there's a part of me that always wanted everything though. but i don't think thats what i need right now. my heart hurts but i still can't.
she won't turn around
the shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down.
she won't make a sound
alone with this fight with herself and the fear's whispering if she stands, she'll fall down.
signed, yours truly♥
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the lonesome road
Friday, April 2, 2010
11:08 AM
HELL YEAH,
ITS EASTER PEOPLE :))
finally, free time.
i stilll have a crap load of hw to do.
but thats alright.
i miss you.
but thats alright too :)
ohmygoshhh.
michael buble live. <3
ahhh.
he's so so so amazing.
asd;flkasj;dfkajsd;fkajsdf;kjasdf
And I'm surrounded byA million people Istill feel aloneLet me go homeI miss you , you know.lovelovelove.
(:
and celine dion.
wow, just pure talent.
absolutellyy adore them.
okay
backkk to art.
I will stay.
Nobody will break you,
Yeah.
Trust in me, trust in me.
Don't pull away
Trust in me, trust in me.
I'm just trying to keep this together, because I could do worse and you could do better
Tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense.
If your heart wears thin I will hold you upAnd I will hide you when it gets too muchI'll be right beside you.signed, yours truly♥
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the truth doesn't make a noise
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
8:02 PM
its a blur,
fast paced whiz through the twists and turns of my foolish heart.
for a moment i was sure
now i'm getting even more lost.
This morning was a fight to get up
Those words still ringing in my head
Never felt like such a fool in front of anyone
I guess that's what you do when you love someone
Just give me time, if you need more
There's no way to ever really know
How to protect yourself or predict the outcome
But you'll do anything when you love someone
You'll do anything when you love someone
If I fall, I'll try a little harder and get back up
Please stay by me, love
That's what you do when you love someone
That's what you do when you love someone.
EASTER :)))))))))))
SO HAPPY ITS FINALLY HERE.
so sad im not going to perth :(
i miss you soo much jamie.
and everyone else
as;dflkjas;dflajsd;lfkasdf
but oh well.
alisters backk :DD
excited to see you.
(:
what do you do when you listen but don't hear.
what do you do when you stare but don't see.
what do you do when you try but don't succeed.
i wonder what goes on in your head when you look like that, i'm dying to know.
its the bittersweet melodies that play in my head
while i think of you.
but most of the time,
they're the most beautiful sound to my heart.
They say
If you open your heart to the healing
Time will take all those scars you've been wearing
Please don't tell me how I should be feeling
I'm not sure I even want to try, oh
They say
You just gotta let go and move on
You're only hurting yourself when you hold on
All I want is to lose this pain
Every drop of it washed away, yeah
Can you tell me how?
When I am looking down and all hope is over
Can you tell me how?
Ten million pieces of my heart to put back together
If I could I'd take hold of myself
Pull me out of this living hell
Can you tell me how?
i'm looking for special things inside of me.last day of school tomorrow :)
it felt like holiday already, even at lunch. there's basically nothing tmrw, cuz its just a half day. still have to get through 2 periods of chinese though. asdkfja;sdklfj
but its alright.
signed, yours truly♥
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the end is where i begin
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
8:34 PM
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really.
not.
*
everyday it gets easier and easier. maybe its just the fact that your trying, and i can see that. it makes me happy. for some reason. i can't say you care, because then i'd be fooling myself into trusting you again. but with every word, you erase a fraction of my scars. and thats worth all the while. i'm still scared, every time. every single time.
signed, yours truly♥
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Angie here. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions.
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