one more day till the end of week 2. whoaa time passes SO fast.
i can't believe we have our inter-house cross country NEXT THURSDAY. its only been 2 weeks of school and we already have inter-house cross country?! unbelievable.
argh i hate cross country. i'd much rather swim what we have to run, who wouldn't?! last year we had to run 900m, this year we have to run 2.6 km. see the difference? AIYA.
i feel like giving you guys some quotes. so here goes:
*The more I look around and listen, I realize that I'm not alone. We are all facing choices that define us. No choice, however messy, is without importance in the overall picture of our lives. We all at our own age have to claim something, even if it's only our own confusion. I am in the middle of growing up and into myself.
*In the country the darkness of night is friendly and familiar, but in a city, with its blaze of lights, it is unnatural, hostile and menacing. It is like a monstrous vulture that hovers, biding its time.
*True love is night jasmine, a diamond in darkness, the heartbeat no cardiologist has ever heard. It is the most common of miracles, fashioned of fleecy clouds, a handful of stars tossed into the night sky.
*When someone you love disappears, its like the light goes dim, and you’re in the shadows. You try to do what people tell you: put one foot in front of the other; keep looking up; give yourself over to the seconds and minutes and hours. But always there's a glimmer of light - that way of living you once knew - sort of faded and smoky like the crescent moon on a winter's night when the air is full of ice and clouds, but still there, hanging just over your head. You think it's not far. You think at any moment you can reach out and grab it.
*There was no easy switch that she could flip to slow the flow of feelings, no way to drain memories that pooled like acid in her stomach because her heart no longer knew what to do with them.
*A stolen glance, a stolen heart that you took and ripped apart. The worst part is you dont even know, and i gotta hold on cause i cant let go.
*Her confidence makes her shine but shes only pretending - - she only says shes fine.
*Don’t search, just see
Don’t speak, just listen
Don’t hesistate, just act
Don’t be scared, just love
*It’s no big deal, break her heart, let her down, make her cry. You ‘love’ her right? Everything is fine. Hold her hand. Lead her on. It’s no big deal. She’s just a girl. Like me.
*So that’s it.
I’m shutting my doors, and putting the walls back up.
I’m closing my curtains, and removing the welcome mat
I’m blocking everyone out again, cos its so much easier than feeling something.
*Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean.
*I'd watch the waves come in. Every wave alters the beach a little bit. Grain by tiny grain, the beach changes completely. After a while, a beach can become practically unrecognizable. Like life, I suppose.
quote of the day:
when life gives me lemons, i say, "good i like lemons, got anything else?"
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Angie here. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions.
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