today was the worst day of the week. even if we had no classes cuz of the celebrations, it was THE MOST BORINGEST DAY IN THE WORLD. oh em gee the food was disgusting, the parade was boring, the only good thing about today was that we had no classes. :s but still, CIS being 25 years old, is pretty cool. so ill just say it again, happy 25th aniversary CIS!!
talking about birthdays, its one of my bestest friends birthday tmrw :) so sad that she went to boarding school in england, i cant see her anymore. ive known her for 4 years now, shes been a really good friend of mine since we were together for the most awesome-est school production, barnum. so i just wanted to wish her a happy birthday, even if shes in england, and i hope she has a very good one :) i wanted to get to know her better, but at least we have facebook and the internet. thank god for that. ily daph!
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"I've finally learned to say, whatever will be, will be. i've learned to take, the good and bad and breathe. 'cuz although we like to know what life's got planned, no one knows if shooting stars, will land."
-chorus from Whatever Will Be, by Vanessa Hudgens
i've never really been able to understand what she really meant by those lyrics, but it really touched me. i think that, what she was trying to tell everyone, is that:
you'll always be the one controlling your life. but sometimes, fate let somethings happen to you, which you may not like. and somethings, you can't change, no matter how much you'd like to. but when those things happen, you must learn to accept it. just take a deep breath and tell yourself, that everything happened was meant to happen. there's nothing you can do to change it, but in the end, everything will be fine.
and even, if you wanted things to change, you couldn't, cuz no one knows every single detail of whats in the future. everyone wants to know what happens in the future, so that they're prepared. but it would alter everything. and some things in life, you're just not to know, until it happens. so that you'll learn.
and i'm slowly learning to accept the good and bad things that happen in my life. i'm slowly learning that some things in life, you just don't have control over. but it doesnt matter, all that matters is that you live every day of your life. and enjoy it. because you never get it back. just like a shooting star, you don't know if it lands, and if it does land, it vanishes just like that.
my life, is complicated. but i'm trying to do my best. and love my life as i live every single day of it :)
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