back under the water.
im back from taipei!!! i loved it so much :) i had so much fun with bridgette and daniel. you guys are awesome :D I GOT SO MANY BEST TIMES!!! my favorite were the 100IM, 100BACK and the 50FREE :) and i also got to see Sandra, my taipei buddy from last year again :) it was a great weekend.
so anywayss. the only thing i regret not going to singapore is that i didn't get to see jessica :( so sad. miss you SO MUCH. but GOOD LUCK in singapore, you'll do awesome like you always do. ;)
ill be thinking of you, ma darlin'. think of me too! hahahahaha.
4 more weeks till christmass!!!! we have a math test on wednesday, and ting xie on thursday, ce yan next wednesday!!!! aaaaaaahh. :s but im not panicking. haha.
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moving on. everyone keeps telling people to do that when they're down. but its easier said than done. moving on is extremely hard. its painful. people just tell you to move on because they think its the easiest thing to do. they think, oh you deserve better, oh he isnt worth it, oh dont think about it, oh stop worrying just move on. but no one bothers to care about the people who actually have to do it. no one bothers to say, oh how are you doing, are you alright, how is it going. they just get on with their life. if you cared, you'd think of a way to show it. if you cared, you'd help me pick up the pieces of my heart and put them back together.
you try. try giving all your heart to someone, just to watch them crush it into pieces. try loving someone with everything you got, just to watch them push you away and leave you falling. try watching your sweetest dreams fade. try hearing those piercing words that you never thought you'd hear before. try thinking it was right, but it was actually wrong. try never knowing whats good and whats real in this lonely world. try putting faith in people, try believing in them, just to find out that everything was fake. try feeling your heart break, and wanting to cry, just to find there's no more tears left.
"it was just yesterday,
when she was the one guiding the wind.
yet those days seem so far away.
now, she's just a lost girl,
trying to find her way out of the clouds."
signed, yours truly♥
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