broken smiles, empty minds, a loss for words, awkward silences. i wish i had the strengh to tell you how much you mean to me, how much your trust means, if you'd just give me some. i wish i had the courage to tell you that i want to help in anyway i can, but i just don't know how. i'm sorry, i'm not a very good advice giver. i'm sorry, i'm really don't know what to do at times. maybe its silly to be thinking about this at this time, but i just can't help wondering. i know you feel really bad, and i do too. i want you to be happy, i want you to be fine. truly. i see through all your lies, and all the words you say to cover up the truth for other people, because i've been through it myself. i know how it feels. but somewhere at the back of my mind, i can't help thinking, that you can't always be in the darkness. you can't always bear this much pain by yourself. it does help a little, if not a lot, to feel the pain but knowing that there are people who still care for you, who still love you even though your broken.
i wish you could know all this. i wish i could tell you, i wish you could tell me what happened. but if you don't want to, its fine really. after all, who am i to force you? i just want to help, that's all. you mean the world to me, and it hurts to see you like this. and i just want you to know that, if everyone else deserts you, i'll always always be here. if you can't find anyone else to talk to, i'll be here for you. i'm sorry if i hurted you, it definitely wasn't on purpose. i just want you to know..
"I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know..."
signed, yours truly♥
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Angie here. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions.
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