such a touching movie :)

i can finally honestly say that i feel content. i feel whole. way better than i felt 3 months ago. way waay better. even though we may not be as close as we were before, we have hope. and its okay. im not asking for much. im just glad that we can finally talk without any awkward moments. and our friendship that seemed to be lost weeks ago, is slowly mending. :) even if you guys don't feel the same way, its okay. i still love you all :)

i have something to say to you:

as a loyal friend, i have to say. you probably did the most unforgiving thing ever. how could you just crush her like that? you know she loved you and yet you still leave her in pieces. you might mean well, but the pain is still there. yes, of course, you need time, but that still doesnt cancel the pain shes feeling right now. do you know how hard it is for her? she doesnt even know what she did. at least she deserves a truthful explanation. no actually she deserves more than that. but thats the least you could give her. shes not someone who you can just toy around with then throw away. shes not a toy. do you even know what your doing to her? :s shes my best friend. break her heart and ill break your face. oh wait, you already did. so you better watch out. :X

and i have a message for you dear:

please don't cry! stay strong. i know you can do it. you might think your losing something really dear to you, but sooner or later, he'll realize that too. but then, it'll already be too late. you'll be laughing your head off about some joke and not even thinking about the boy that crushed your heart. and wait till he's sorry that he ever did that to you. but dont worry. everything will be alright. just you wait and see. and whenever you feel lost and helpless, look beside you and ill always be there. we'll always be right beside you whenever you need us. and you can never ever doubt that :) i love you so much. stay strong my dear :)