
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. AGAIN.
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happy chinese new year everyonee!!
its weird. it hasn't even been 4 weeks from christmas vacation, and we're going on chinese new year holiday already. then we have a full 2 or more months of NO HOLIDAY :(
anyways. i'm leaving tomorrow. i'll try to post everyday. hope my dad has a decent computer in shanghai :s i looooooove the song desperate by david archuleta. ITS SO AWESOME. i love practically his whole album :) oh and chasing cars by snow patrol :)<3
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sometimes i wonder if anything's absolute anymore. is there still right and wrong? good and bad? truth and lies? or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey. sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. and sometimes things simply catch up to us. [One Tree Hill]
To forget somebody isn't possible.Deep inside, you remember everything.You may not think of them for years at a time but you don't know how to forget.You can recall the way they smiled whenthey were happy and the way their face showed no expression when they couldn't find their way.
i love you.
these three words are said too much. way too easily. it used to mean a promise. it used to mean something more. what is it now? i don't even know. did you really mean it? did you say it because you felt sorry for me? was it really a feeling? sometimes i feel as if i'm in a completely different world from you all. sometimes, i wonder what in the world i'm doing here. i don't belong. sometimes, i feel as though no one on this earth understands me. or at least no one tries. sometimes, all i need is to be alone.
a promise is a promise. no matter how small, how insignificant, how unimportant. i wonder who'd take the trouble to keep mine..
She'd be lying if she didn't miss the jerk that shattered her world, but she'll never admit it.
you see that girl? yeah, her. she seems so invincible right? but just touch her and she'll wince. she has secrets and trusts no one. she's the perfect example of betrayal, because everyone she trusted broke her.
signed, yours truly♥
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