YOU WERE WARNED.
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
7:09 PM
sorry for the short posts lately guys. haven't had a lot of time to keep posting. but i promise this will be a long one. things get really complicated sometimes. its inevitable. i hate the fact that everything's different now. i hate the fact that we have to endure so much change, then to find it changing again. the worst thing is that we have absolutely no choice, of it happening, or not happening. and everything's a two-sided thing. then again, we can't seem to blame anyone for this. it is our mistake, and its always us who make it bigger.
it scares the hell out of me knowing i may never get over you. WHY. WHY WHY. is it so hard? every time i see you, i fall in love all over again. maybe not as hard as the very first time, but the feeling's still there. promises. i hate that word. its full of emptiness. why do we make them, when we never keep them anyway? i probably knew it was too good to be true, i just didn't want to believe it. i thought we had something real, for once. unlike you, i can't just forget what we had. i can't forget the times we spent together. and i won't forget all those empty promises you made. sometimes the person you really need is the person you didn't think you wanted. maybe somewhere along the line, we started drifting apart, and we slowly started to lose what we had. maybe i just didn't realize how much i needed you until it was too late. it's just the same old story everyone knows, one heart holding on one letting go. so when they kept saying, "you have to fight for what you love," did they also mean you had to fight for what you want, even if it didn't love you anymore... however much i fight, i just can't win. its a useless battle, and i don't even know why i keep fighting.
it’s funny how someone can mean so much to you, yet you mean absolutely nothing to them. sometimes, late at night, i think about everything that we've been through. i look out at the sky and i wonder what your doing right now. its a long shot i know, but sometimes i wonder, if you ever think of me.
every person has two sides to them, one they let the world see and one they keep to themselves.signed, yours truly♥
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