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Sunday, February 15, 2009
8:00 PM
happy late valentines.
the dance was going so well. i thought it'd be fine. i guess you just can't expect good things to last.
it's ALL your fault. i hate you so much. things wouldn't have been like this if it weren't for you. your messing up my whole world. i wish i never told you the stuff i did.
these would only be true if i crossed my fingers. i'll never have the courage to hate you. what happened to them just got me thinking about you all over again. i thought i could forget you for just these few hours. but all my effort was in vain. it was, after all, valentines. and then i thought of someone else. and everything i tried to block out just came crashing down, all over again.
why can't i forget about you? why can't i just let go? why can't i move on... i wish you knew. maybe it'd be better. i don't know. it just hurts too much. you don't talk. you don't communicate. you don't even look at me. it's just too much for one to handle. especially since you did it before the summer. i spent the worst summer of my LIFE. do you know how painful that was? the worst thing was, i was all alone. everyone else was on holiday and i was stuck in stupid old hk. i didn't have ANYTHING to distract me. all i could do was think of you. and sit on my bed and cry. i wish you could know all this. i wish that i could take back every thing i said that hurt you. i wish i could have just one more ordinary day with you. and tell you everything that i never had the chance to say to you.
signed, yours truly♥
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