YOU WERE WARNED.
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
7:38 PM
yeah jassy, maybe i would want it back. maybe. but as much as i wish for it, as much as i regret it, i wouldn't want it back. it was good, it was awesome, it was everything i'd ever hoped for, and i loved every moment of it. but i couldn't bear if the same thing happened again. i don't think i could be as strong, i don't think i could handle so much anymore. its just all too much. i guess i'm getting better at this. i'm slowly trying to get over it. but the problem is, i don't know how to try. i don't know what to do. i keep it all inside, because no one can possibly understand all this hurt and pain that i feel. everything's all just so complicated. i wish i could go back to the times, when the biggest news was when somebody had better snacks than you. or if somebody borrowed your crayons and forgot to give them back.
i want to go back to the days, when i didn't think much about you. even when you weren't there most of the time, it didn't really matter. when i finally thought that i've gotten over the worst part. when i didn't hate you this much. when i didn't have to know about all of this, even if it was sort of a mistake. when everything seemed it just stood still for those few precious months. wow. what i'd give to go back to those times.
i'm drifting away. i'm falling apart, my world's collapsing. i've got a hole full of troubles ahead of me and i can't stop running. what do you think would be the worst worst worst case scenario? in all catagories?
signed, yours truly♥
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