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Monday, March 30, 2009
8:48 PM
I AM FAILING MATH.
AND I AM REALLY REALLY PISSED.
i'm so spaced out sometimes.
i don't even remember i'm talking to someone until like 20 minutes later. sorry guys xD
aiya. music :( we had subs today, so it was fine. no boring stuff. we didn't actually do anything. just messed around. and ms.grier let us do whatever we like, just not play on the drums :( BROUGHT BACK SO MUCH MEMORIES. and btw, hoi chung you are SO EFFING GOOD. :) haha.
omg. its been awhile since i thought about it, but know its just all coming back. shit.
ok ok ok. not gonna think about it. i promised myself. :)
you know the one thing i like about year 7, and thats saying something. year 7 is just crap. hate it. but anyways, the one thing i love about year 7 is that i'm closer with people i didn't used to know that well.
i love you D: buddyy, pm war buddy, and monkey buddy! well thats me. but still.
:)
and i love you too eliza :) we are wednesday people. because wednesdays are cool. and we're both on the bus on wednesdays :D R BUS ROCKS.
thats it for today. nicki you owe me big time. BIG TIME.
haha.
best friends are a promise, not a label.
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dont let me go.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
3:27 PM
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&&don'tletmego..gosh this science poster is so annoying. and i'm running out of glue. no correction. i need glue. all of my glue ran out already xD i just came back from running. :/ needed a break from the comp. been working on my science poster the whole day. i hate it. and i'm still not done. i wish we could just write an essay. they are so much easier.
sigh. anyways.
there's nothing to blog about. my life's boring xD
so i'm gonna do a note i found on nat's profile :)
WOULD YOU EVER…..
1. Kiss and tell? hahahaha yeah sure.
2. Kiss a frog? uh. i don't think i'm the frog kissing type. soo nope.
3. Eat a chocolate covered grasshopper? excuse me?
4. Fight someone? yeah. if i had to.
5. Dance on a bar / table? if i'm hyper, and my friends are doing it with me xD
6. Sing for American Idol? lol nah. i'm tone-deaf :)
7. Buy something, wear it, and then try to return it? no?
8. Give someone else a gift you recieved and didn’t like? haha yeah. shhh don't tell!
9. Bungee jump? maybe. but then again, not really.
10. Go sky diving? maybe, if i'm feeling like a daredevil!
11. Run down the street naked for money? wow. what do you take me for? HELL NO.
12. Take candy from a baby? no! unless it was a baby i knew, hahahaha yeah.
13. Blackmail someone? YES. no. i dont know xD
14. Yell at a salesperson? i'm too peaceful for that. my dad does that all the time though. its embarrassing.
15. Spit on someone’s car? why would i wanna SPIT IN SOMEONE'S CAR?!
16. Prank call someone? HELL YEAH :)
17. Lie about how much you weigh? no..
18. Lie about how old you are? no?
19. Wear someone else’s underwear? in desperate situations, i guess. but otherwise, nooooo.
20. Keep something you borrowed and not return on purpose? :/ nope.
that one was weird. lets try another one. the credits are still to nat.
11 LAYERS OF CAKE :)
--Layer One: On the Outside
Name: Angela Yang
Birthday: confidential :) bwahaha. you guys already know this anyways. or YOU SHOULD
School: Chinese International School
Eye Color: i think its brown.
Hair Color: dark brown.
Righty or Lefty: righty. :)
--Layer Two: On the Inside
Your Heritage: 100% CHINESE. AND PROUD.
Your Fears: confidential info.
Weakness: confidential info.
Goal: IMPROVE ON MATHS. screw it.
Regrets: confidential info.
Relieve Stress: what kind of question is this?
Hardest thing ever dealt with: confidential info.
What upsets you: confidential info.
:/
--Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: i don't want to go swimming today.
Your bedtime: 10-10:30 ishh
Your most missed memory: YEAR 6.
--Layer Four: You're Picking
Pepsi or Coke: CREAM SODA FTW. haha :) memories.
McDonald's or Burger King: BOTH HAHA.
Single or Group dates: it depends.
Adidas or Nike: BOTH :)
Lipton Tea or Nestea: OMG. NESTEAA FTW. bwaha.
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanillaa <3
Cappuccino or Coffee: cough cough. no thanks.
--Layer Five: Do You?
Do Drugs: i'm 12 thank you very much.
Have a crush: yes.
Think you've been in love: yes.
Want to get married: yes.
Believe in yourself: ish..
Think you're a health freak: occasionally xD
--Layer Six: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: i'm 12 thank you very much.
Gone to the mall: nope. wait. i can't remember.
Eaten Sushi: ew. i hate sushi.
Gone skating: i hate skating too.
Dyed your hair: noo.
Done something exciting: haha. nope i don't think so.
--Layer Seven: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: HAHAHAHAHAHA no.
Gotten beaten up: nope.
Changed who you were to fit in: don't think so.
Hid something from someone: lots of stuff.
--Layer Eight: Getting Old
Age your hoping to be married: don't know.
Age to start having children: don't know.
Want to travel to: EGYPT. GREECE (again!). PARIS. SPAIN. ROME. ITALY. SWITZERLAND. FINLAND. :))
--Layer Nine: Perfect Mate
Best Eye Color: Brown
Best Hair Color: doesn't really matter.
Short or Long Hair: not short not long :)
--Layer Ten: What were you doing...
1 MINUTE AGO: doing this quiz. no duhh.
1 HOUR AGO: doing science poster.
1 DAY AGO: school.arts.one tree hill. gossip girl <3 skype. msn.
1 YEAR AGO: I MISS YEAR 6.
--Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence
I LOVE: you.
I FEEL: disappointed.
I HATE: you.
I HIDE: my feelings.
I MISS: YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND LOTS AND LOTS OF OTHER PEOPLE. i shall keep their identities a secret.
I NEED: you.
i think i'm done now :)
"our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain..."
signed, yours truly♥
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ONE TREE HILL obsession.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
6:39 PM
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I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ONE TREE HILL <3>
like seriously. its the most awesome tv show in the whole wide world. and gossip girl is a close second. ahaha. but i still love one tree hill :) especially the quotess!
"Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back."
"Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred.How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children out into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return but knowing that some will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?"
"Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the
music? The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's just life."
"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one."
"Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise, like a reward for persisting through life so long alone. A belief in each other and the possibility of love. A decision to ignore simply rise above the pain in the past. A covenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties. The celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one. Like a team braced against the tempests of the world. And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is mere formality. Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held, promises made long ago in the sacred space in our hearts."
"Anna, it's not about who I am, okay. It's about who they are. They are people who hate, and they divide, and they feed off of people who don't fight back. Yeah I could laugh this off, but what about the girl who can't? Who's gonna help her. Silence only makes them stronger."
"What a frightening thing the human is, a mass of gauges and dials and registers, and we can read only a few and those perhaps not accurately."
"Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists. It is real. It is possible. It is yours."
&& LEYTON FOREVER :) though lucas and brooke look pretty good together too. but eww lucas and lindsay. :)
yayy.
my one tree hill obsession :)
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i'm not mad at you for what you did yesterday. it was funny :) and i'm really sorry for what happened. but you just gotta take a breath. calm down. dry your tears. just tell yourself its okay. maybe she just wasn't the one. but there's nothing wrong with being friends yeah? you don't need that kind of relationship. something you had before is fine.
its gonna be okay.
"Like a river to the sea
I will always be with you
And if you sail away
I will follow you..."
signed, yours truly♥
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a lot can happen in a few days.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
8:32 PM
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wow. it sure is amazing how a few days can change everything.
i'm just glad i'm not part of it.
gosh. i have nothing to blog about. just like claudia. LONERSS. :)
i'm currently: sitting on the chair, typing, breathing, staring at the screen, msning, skyping, fbing, feeling sorry for someone, feeling disappointed at someone, feeling mad at someone, procrastinating etc etc etc. i miss kazia too :) HAHA. but really. lol. and of course my pm's dedicated to you xD
im bored.
nothing to talk about.
bye guys.
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looking forward to monday.not.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
4:28 PM
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<-----gosh aint that just the CUUTEST?!
anyways. sooo stupid. wanted to download some songs so i sent them to myself, and the stupid save button doesnt work.
argh im really mad at that thing.
im bored.
i finished all my hw.
haha kaz :)
nothing to post about. looking forward to monday. or not.
signed, yours truly♥
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melody
Friday, March 20, 2009
10:59 PM
hey peeps.
got a haircut today :) it looks awesome. haha. joking.
anyways. another song today.
終於明白你已變成回憶
沒有言語能夠說明當別人問起
譜了一段旋律沒有句點
也無法再繼續
像埋伏在街頭的某種氣息
無意間經過把往日笑與淚勾起
忽然心痛的無法再壓抑
原來從未忘記
Melody
腦海中的旋律轉個不停
愛過你
有太多話忘了要告訴你
Melody
無數動人音符在我生命
愛過你失去你
我才知道要珍惜
當時無法為你寫的那首歌
全是我永遠的遺憾
當愛逝去如果所有的錯重來一次
能否改變結局
終於落下休止符的那首歌
我聽著每一個音符流過的回憶
為什麼在那麼多年以後
還不能說再見
Melody
腦海中的旋律如此熟悉
愛過你
在我心裡只能輕輕嘆息
Melody
無數動人音符在我生命
愛過你
失去你我才知道要珍惜轉載來自
我永遠不能忘記
你是多麼的美麗
讓這音樂一直不停響起
我捨不得去忘記
我們快樂的過去
請別讓我從這夢境清醒
Melody
腦海中的旋律如此熟悉
愛著你
求你聽我唱完這一段旋律
請不要離去
失去後我才知道要珍惜......你
whoa this is a long song. but, i love it.
signed, yours truly♥
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i'm sure now.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
6:32 PM
i haven't posted in 4 days. life's just going steady i guess.
夜裡難以入睡
用什麼可以麻醉
情緒太多怎堪面對不是不要你陪
有些事你無法體會
卸下了防備
孤獨跟隨我想要一個自己的空間
能夠好好想想我們之間的明天
如果愛情不如我們想像的甜美
那麼所有的罪讓我來揹
我的心太亂 要一些空白
你若是明白 讓我暫時的離開
我的心太亂 不敢再貪更多愛
想哭的我 卻怎麼哭也哭不出來
我的心太亂 要一些空白
老天在不在 忘了為我來安排
我的心太亂
害怕愛情的背叛
想哭的我 像是一個迷路小孩 迷路的小孩
maybe i should have thought about it more and said yes. i was young and scared. i didn't realize by saying "i wasn't ready", would mean that we'd never be together again. but i'm getting tired of always having all this doubt. i'm getting tired of not having an absolute answer, i'm getting tired of not knowing exactly what i want. but i think i'm pretty sure this time. and i guess. i'm fairly sure i'll be just okay when you leave. one thing's sure. i'm prepared for whatever i'm going to feel. i'm prepared this time.
i'm so glad tomorrow is a holiday :) COUNTDOWN TO EASTER: 3 WEEKS AND 1 DAYY.
and and and birthdayss!
number 1.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA!! have an awesome 12th and keep editing super pro photos :D i love your bag. haha. and red house bakesale was AWESOME todayy :) lol. but anyways. have fun, keep a smile on your face and love yous ♥
number 2.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE FANG :) i can't believe you had to move to beijing. it sucks without you here. but i bet your doing awesome in your school. and your chinese is probably so much better than mine now :D soph told me that you get so much awards. haha. thats why you don't want to go to your sisters school. how are you? i miss you so much. i wish you could come back and visit. but your always busy, according to soph. ah well. have the greatest 12th, and remember keep that beautiful smile on your face :) your lookin fine tonight darling. love ya forever. ♥
"Well there's a time for giving up
Didn't wanna have to say it
All we do is build the walls
And now there's too many barriers
Here we are, now you're here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright..."
signed, yours truly♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOELLE
Sunday, March 15, 2009
2:45 PM
i had THE BEST time last night guys (:
thanks for inviting me to your party sher & jo, I LOVE CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC <3>
AND YOU TOO :D
happy birthday joelle darling.
even though i don't know you much, and you've only been here this year, its been great having you around :) YOU ARE SUPER PRETTYYY AND I LOVE YOU. :) thanks for everything. i had sooo much funnn :D
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i'm sorry i made it sound like it was all your fault. but i want you to know i know that it's probably partly my fault too. truth is, i really don't want to continue like this. its getting quite tiring and i can't stand seeing you there but not being able to talk to you like we used to. your still my best friend and i still love you. i wish things would just be different. i just want you to tell you this. you love him and he loves you too. i would never ever ever want to stand in your way. i'm not that kind of person. and i have no intention of doing that. i totally understand why you'd doubt me like that. its okay. i hate the feeling too. i just want you to know that i support you guys, and him and i are just going to be friends. thats all we're ever going to be, and i am perfectly happy like that. i would never want to change it. so, i guess i just have to say, i'm sorry. and i truly mean it. this is a messed up year for all of us, and i'm glad you have him to help you along :) i'm really not being sarcastic. seriously. Maybe I was stupid, for telling you goodbye. Maybe I was wrong, for tryin' to pick a fight. I know that I've got issues, but you're pretty messed up too. Either way I found out I'm nothing without you. i just hope you can understand. and forgive me this one last time. oh and one more thing, i miss you.
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you've asked me that twice already. the other time i had an answer that i was sure of, but now i can't say anymore. i don't even know myself. but i think i can honestly say there's something there, that i didn't feel before. i don't say it out loud, and my mind is trying its hardest to deny my heart. the worst thing about this is that i know your feelings won't last. it's always like that. you say one thing, but the next thing that i find, is that your gone. i can't stand another broken heart. i just know, that if my heart breaks one more time, it will be too much. i know i'm strong, but i can't take everything on my shoulders at once. but its hard to bottle up what your really feeling inside. but i'm trying. when you leave, i might just feel the tiniest fraction less of pain than last time. though i highly doubt i'd find enough things to distract me for that long..
"Cuz we belong together now, yea yea
Forever united here somehow, yea
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you"
signed, yours truly♥
fate works in funny ways
Friday, March 13, 2009
8:48 PM
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its true.
fate works in funny ways.
so hard not to love you.
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i'm sorry
Thursday, March 12, 2009
7:15 PM
whats right whats wrong.
whats true.
the difference between what i need to do, and what i don't want to do.
the difference between the first drop of tear, and the effort it takes to control the rest.
i only did what you asked me to do, yet i make mistakes anyway. i try so hard not to make the mistake i made last time, yet the blame is still on me. i tried so hard. so hard. i really did. to please you. i didn't want the same thing to happen again.
i really did try. i can't do anything now, because i don't even know what to do, to make things right. right for you. you love him, he means everything to you, he's the only person who can make you happy. yeah, i know all that. who doesn't? its just so hard to please you both.
you know i really am sorry. you mean a lot to me, and once maybe you might've felt the same about me. i never wanted things to turn out this way. i'm sorry you feel upset, i'm sorry i'm the reason for all this. maybe it doesn't really matter to you what i'm feeling, but i feel really bad too. i wish sometimes maybe you might see things from my perspective.
i'm sorry.
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happy 12th my dearest sherise
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
7:23 PM
i know its one day late but oh well.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERISE MY DEAR :)
YOUR 12 NOW!! always older than allissa :) haha. well anyways. even though we've always had our ups and downs, you've always managed to be there for me in the end :) thanks for all the times you've tried to make me smile, thanks for all the times you were there for me when no one else bothered to understand me, thanks for all the countless memories, thanks for all those smiles and laughter. thanks for being such an awesome friend :) i love you.
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so you know how people say that time heals all wounds. i don't think its true. because if it is, how come mine just don't seem to be getting any better. i keep ignoring it. i keep walking, keep walking until i reach the edge of the cliff. but i don't fall yet. i just keep waiting and keep hoping for someone to just reach out and hold onto my hand, to stop me from going over the edge. but everyone knows its not stable, you will collapse eventually, especially if you have little faith in yourself. so as the wind gets stronger and stronger, i start slipping. and what i'm beginning to realize is that everyone just walks by as if nothing were happening. even the ones who you thought were always there to help you whenever you were in need, even the ones, the only ones, you thought would stay true to you all this time. well i guess i've made another mistake.
can someone fade away because they haven't been cared for enough? yeah i wonder. yeah, and do you know what, it hurts. it just hurts.
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i'm sorry this keeps happening to you. i hope you guys can get back together soon. its probably just because of misunderstandings or miscommunications. as it is always. i just wish i could be there for you. in some way. i understand exactly how you feel. its like that for me too. except different circumstances. as you said, what can you do about it? i guess, you can just wait. and hope. and just try and stay clear for the time being. but just know that i'll always be here. cheer up! :)
"You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background?. It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it."
signed, yours truly♥
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happy 13th julie :)
Sunday, March 8, 2009
5:58 PM
2 birthday's in a row. :)
dearest julie:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! i didn't really know you that well when you were in hk, but now your one of my really good friends :) even though you're all the way in korea, you've always been there for me whenever i've needed it. thanks for everything :) hope your having a blast celebrating with your friends, and i hope you enjoy your 13th. your awesome, i miss you so much. love you ♥
today was boring. total disaster. i hate sundays.
nothing to say. this is going to be short post again. bye guys.
a great love? it's when you shed tears for himbut still you care. it's when he ignored you but you still longed for him. it's when he started to love another, and yet you still found the courage to say, "i'm happy for you."signed, yours truly♥
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ghost of you and me
Saturday, March 7, 2009
5:58 PM
YAYYY. 2 PB'S! :) i'm so proud of myself :)
haha. god i'm so tired. an hour an a half or swim training in the morning, then two events in the afternoon. 30 x 50 BUTTERFLY SWIM ON 1'10. argh. that was hard.
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it's just that kind of love, when you've been hurt too much, but you still hang on. it's just that kind of love, when you know its wrong, when you know you should let go, but something's stopping you from turning your back. i tell myself i deserve better, i tell myself that i can be better. but nothing can change my heart. its stuck behind a glass wall, with no way out. it seems as though you've forgotten, what we've been through. all these years, i thought i knew you inside out. i guess i was wrong. but all those tears, countless memories, its got to mean something hasn't it?
"I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me"
signed, yours truly♥
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SWIMMING.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
8:00 PM
YAY. WE FINALLY FINISHED OUR GYMNASTICS :) NEXT MONDAY IS SWIMMINGGG. oh gosh i'm so weird. i don't even know why i'm so excited. haha. school swimming sucks, but nevertheless, i love swimming. XD
today was a good day. especially in science. that, was so awesome :)
~jeremy: I HAVE NEMO!!! and spongebob XD
jeremy: (holding up the picture of nemo) my uncle works at pixar, but he didn't work on nemo. -__-
charlotte: i was a multi colored chicken yesterday. and in the mtr i was laughing so hard i bumped into a guy.
jeremy: YOU WENT ON THE MTR WITH WILSON?!
charlotte: i don't like spongebob. (stuck the picture of a shark over the picture of spongebob)
jeremy: NOOOO YOU COVERED MY SPONGEBOB!!!!!!!
me: (BAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
there's way more. i was practically laughing my head off the whole science class. the funniest part was when jeremy told us about his retarded friend. or was it his cousin? can't remember. anyways. he was demonstrating how he walked, and it was hilarious. i couldn't cut properly because i was laughing too hard, so i had to put down the scissors and the piece of paper for 5 seconds. haha. ;)
it rained really hard today. in science everyone went to the window for 5 minutes, examining the weather because it suddenly became really dark and you couldn't see anything out the window =.= then jeremy went crazy because he apparently thought there was a storm and we couldn't go home and we had to stay at school for the rest of the day :/ and he got all pissed because he said he had to sit next to his brother on the bus, because all the after-school activities were cancelled and his bus would be full.
he is weird.
"i don't know what i want to do with my life. i don't know what i want right now. all i know is that i'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me and one day, there won't be any of me left. everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheeks, i ran away and hid from it. but now, everything is unwinding and finding it's way back toward me and i don't know what to do. i just know that the pain i felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more."
signed, yours truly♥
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just go away
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
9:20 PM
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its scary how everytime i listen to a song on my ipod, it reminds me of you. but then again, i got most of them from you. :s its getting better i think. hmm.. yeah its definitely getting better :)
i failed my patterns test. im so stupid. gosh. well anyways. today was so cold. and it was raining. not good, because i wanted to go swimming. instead i had to go to the gym but that was fine i guess. weather man work your miracles and rain tomorrowww! i hate choices. its boringgg. if it rains, we don't have to go to the field and do some lame activities.
OOOPS. sorry claudia i forgot your birthday :( WELL HERE. COUNTDOWN TO CLAUDIA'S BIRTHDAY: 2 WEEKS :D (according to her pm. i don't really know when your birthday is. argh. when is it?!)
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i frikin hate you. your officially ruining my life. i can't stop thinking about you, because you always HAVE to pop into my head just when i'm trying to be happy. i don't want to hear your voice, i don't want to see you, i wish everything could just go back to the way it was before. you DON'T know how it feels. and you can't just pretend nothing happened, because it'll always be there. oh, and i'm not supposed to go on blaming her. well. MORE THE REASON TO. its just so hard to be around you when there's all these shadows hanging over me. i've got to try to get over it, you say. in case you haven't noticed, that's what i have been trying to for the last couple MONTHS. i have this huge urge to slap you and her in front of your face. there's no way you can ever stop me from hating her. and you. there's nothing in this world that would make me change my mind. and i'm compelled to keep that promise i've made to myself. so just go away, and leave me alone.
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
signed, yours truly♥
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norweigian recycling
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
8:20 PM
gosh i hate tuesdays. stupid piano lessons.
NORWEIGIAN RECYCLING<3<3<3<3>
haha. but its sooo cool.
argh this sucks. i still have geo hw to do.
hm. 6 more days till sherise's bday, and 12 days till joelle's :)
I CANNOT WAIT TILL FRIDAYYYYYYY. missing it already.
"wish that i could cry, fall upon my knees. find a way to lie, about a home i'll never see. even heroes have the right to dream, it's not easy to be me."
i love having you around, you never fail to make me smile, you make me feel awesome and loved(:
what happens.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
1:10 PM
~~i used to think when i got older, the world would make more sense. but you know what? the older i get, the more confusing it is to me, the more complicated it is to me. you'd think we'd get better at it...
~~i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
~~growing up is never straight forward. there are moments when everything is fine, and other moments where you realize that there are certain memories that you'll never get back. certain people are going to change, and the hardest part is knowing that there is nothing you can do except watch them.
~~you know, it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they're happening. we grow complacent with ideas or things or people, and we take them for granted. and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you realize how wrong you've been, that you realize how much you really need it- how much you really love it.
~~you can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together. justifying what could've, should've, would've happened. or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and realize that there's a reason why they're down there.
~~it's okay. it's okay to want someone you can't have. it's okay to keep friendships when you don't want them, or want something more. it's okay to cry when you're hurt, and it's okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. believe it or not, it's always going to be okay. that's just how it works. sometimes, things don't always work out the way you want them to, and a lot of the time, it seems like they never will- but that's okay. that's how life is supposed to go. it's all about learning how to deal with the bumpy parts of the road and waiting till they're smooth again. it's all about forgiving and forgetting. it's all about waiting and wishing. that's just how life is.
~~it's so important to hold onto the memories, and yet sometimes, you just have to wonder whether the memories are the things that are holding you back.
~~there are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept. things we don't want to know, but have to learn. and people we don't want to lose, but have to let go.
~~it's better to cross the line and deal with the consequences, than to just stare at the line your whole life.
just because today is terrible doesn't mean that tomorrow won't be the best day of your life. you just gotta get there.what happens when you feel like the world is collapsing, it just keeps falling, and there's nothing you can do about it. what happens when someone changes, and you don't like the change. what happens when you love someone, but they push you away instead. what happens when everything just seems to go wrong, and you just can't seem to find a way to paste that smile on your face. what happens when you just feel like there's no more reasons to be happy anymore. what happens when your only choice is to wipe your tears, look the other way, and be strong..
signed, yours truly♥
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MARCH!
february is over, march here we come :)
a month and a bit to easter!
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Angie here. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions.
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