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today was bleh.
KADOORIE FARM.
or as star likes to call it, KABOOBIE FARM.
i like star's name for it better :)
and don't worry star, the cab cd will be coming your way soooon ;P
but gosh it was the worst school trip ever. even the family hike was WAY WAY WAY BETTER THAN THIS.
practically all i did for the whole day was take a bus to the place. walk very slowly uphill to some random place. we were the last group to walk up. and the teacher supervising our group kept complaining that me and nicki walked way too slow. i didn't even know where i was walking. AND IT WAS SO HOTT. i was just "following the leader". apparently. we weren't even following dr. hakim's instructions. and then we just stopped at a place where there was shade and ate lunch. it wasn't even 11 yet. :/ so i just ate my snack. nicki was really hungry xD

then we walked along the path. we saw this big post thingy with signs with different cities' names on them, pointing in the direction of the city from where the post was. it was cool. after that, i think sean knew we were kind of lost. so he just started walking downhill. it was super boring. i didn't even think we were supposed to be walking there. it was all these steps. and leaves. :S

haha it was more fun AFTER school. when i came home i read breaking dawn for what, like my 5th time. then i went for a run outside. came home, took a shower, ate dinner. played on my itouch. then i did some math hw. xD and i just finished watching another episode of one tree hill season 6. SEASON 6 IS THE BEST :)
right now, i'm wondering whether victoria really likes sam or not. is she just trying to make up for all the mistakes she made with brooke with sam, or does she have another motive? she seems so nice to sam, she even comforted sam when jack left and sam was all alone in the shop. hmmm ;)

i forgot to blog yesterday, so i'll say a belated happy birthday wish today instead.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU GORGEOUS NICOLEE :) hope you have the greatest one. and cis is so much better than your old school :D hahaha.
& ELIZA GORGEOUS GILCHRIST IS COMING OVER TOMORROWWWWW. :) shes awesomeeee. lol.
omg.omg.omg.
countdown till i get to see jess: 9 DAYSS :O

i miss you so much. <3
signed, yours truly♥

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FOR EVERY 99 TIMES, YOU LOOKED ME IN THE EYES AND SWORE YOU WEREN'T LYING. WELL I WAS SO BLIND, I NEVER SAW THE SIGNS. I'M GETTING OUT TONIGHT, AND YOU'RE NOT INVITED.

i hate you. did you know that.
YOU FREAKING RUINED MY LIFE.
its like punching me in the face over and over again, never stopping. and you just stand there. expecting me to take it in. JUST LIKE THAT. well you know what? I'M NOT MADE OF STEEL. and just so we're clear. I'M NOT HAPPY FOR YOU. fck. why the HELL would i be?
you know what your problem is? you expect everyone to be happy for you. you expect everything to be okay just because you think they are. you expect everyone to respect you just because your better than them. well for you information, i don't really think your all that good. i don't really give a shit about you anymore. not after you did all this to me.

you already broke my heart into a million pieces. what do you have to say now?
*

screw.
life just sucks doesnt it.
goodbyes.

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ALMOST FRIDAY AGAIN:)
wow a week passes fast!

MORE NEW SONGS <3<3<3 yay.

it's hard when you dont say anything
when i gave you everything
and still you slip right through my fingers
its hard when you dont say anything
is this how you finish things?
because to me, this doesn't feel like the end.. dear friend
dear friend- marie digby

Would you stay just a little, my love?
Would you sway just a little my love?
Because the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up
If you stay just a little, that's enough.

It kills me as I lay awake at night
Remembering the last kiss that we shared doesn't feel right
Is it impossible for me to win this fight
Keep you a little longer in my life?
stay just a little longer- kina grannis
(you should really check her out on youtube, SHE'S AWESOME. and her original songs are A-M-A-Z-I-N-G :D)

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger

Slipping through my fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
i hate this part- the pussycat dolls <3<3
(i used to hate this SONG. but then again i never really listened to it. now its my fav song hahaha :))

These things are oh, all so typical
These things are unforgivable
I'm gone and you're invisible now
Don't let me catch you followin'
Don't ask, cause I'm not offering
You've caused enough of my suffering
99 times- kate voegele
(i'm in a kate voegele obsession mood right now. like sherise yesterday :) she is SUCH AN AWESOME SINGER. I CAN'T WAIT TILL HER NEW ALBUM COMES OUT!)

i'm missing the science test because of my piano exam. i don't know whether i should think that that's a good or a bad thing. :/
argh.
i feel really weird now.
"we're not lying to you, we're just not telling the truth. it's two different things! not telling the truth is a form of art. seriously. yeah and, you don't know if we were lying. we could've just told you something wrong by "accident"!" xD
**

is it wrong to want something, yet not want it at the same time? is it wrong to ask for something your not sure you'll ever get back again? i don't know what to think anymore. i was sure about what i told you before. but now i'm not so sure anymore. but who am i to judge what you do and don't do? i was the one to say no after all. i can't help but wonder what will happen after you leave. i can't help but feel like your avoiding me. and it can't help but hurt all the same. and i have no idea why.

you can make any bad situation seem small and unimportant.
signed, yours truly♥

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ah these few days have been great:)
i'm loving life.
i don't even know why :D
AND I LOVE MY STUDY GROUP. wouldn't change it for anything. it actually pretty cool. haha. at the beginning of the year i thought this year would suck because the people in my study group are all weirdos and like, nerds. :) some still are. no kidding. HAHA. but we have so much fun. AND SO MUCH INSIDE JOKES.

haha i remember on monday in music. we were copying something off the board and suddenly eliza slid off her chair and started writing on her book on the floor because she needed a flat surface to write on. then claire suddenly goes: oh look! eliza's bowing to erik!! and the whole class burst out laughing. seriously. it was SO FUNNY.

and today in math with nicki :) we were so absorbed in our own little conversations, we didn't even realize what was going on around us. and we didn't even pay attention. that's probably the 2nd time i've actually NOT paid attention in math. it was fun. cuz that math class was seriously boring. we were talking about THIS REALLY COOL CHINESE TV SHOW AND YOU DO NOT NEED TO KNOW THE NAME OF. :) oh and we were also talking about this really good song. and its nicki's pm. then i found out i actually knew that song already :) we were also arguing about who was in that tv show, because we couldn't think of anymore people. and debating who were the best couples, and who were are favorite male and female actors :) hehe. we're just cool like that. I'D LOVE MATH IF EVERY MATH CLASS WAS LIKE THAT. oh yeah. and then in the middle of our conversation, mr sanders suddenly called nicki's name for something. i think he wanted her to point out something on the board of something. and nicki completely blanked out cuz obviously she didn't know what he was talking about. xD and it was kind of funny when mr sanders asked her if she wanted to go up in front of the class, and nicki just said, no. :D i love you nicki <3

lunch break was funny. kaz, and i went to the library to study. well i was only there for kaz. she needed to study for her history test. but to tell the truth, she didn't really study. lol. we just spent like 20 minutes talking about random stuff. then kimmy, wilson, jeremy, eliza and hoi chung came. :) so fun with them here. and then kimmy and wilson went back and forth repeating the word GUAI LO. kimmy thinks wilson says it weirdly. xD

life is great. so far at least. I LOVE YOU ALL IN 7D.
7D FTW :)
i think my study group is the only reason i like year 7 just a tiny bit more.
oh yeah.
:)




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i'm really happy and kind of sad right now.
:)
:(
hmm. do you want to hear the happy news first or the sad... I'M CHOOSING THE HAPPY. WE ALL LOVE HAPPY. :) aaanyways. my happy news is that my dad FINALLY let me get my ears piercedd!!!!!! maybe i'm gonna get it pierced during the summer. but I'M SO EXCITED. its like my dream come true :)) i've wanted this for so long. ask all my friends :D the other happy news is that my dad got owned by my grandmother. it was SO FUNNY. lol.
yay.
i just can't get over the fact that he said YES. FINALLY!
yay yay yay yay.
damn i sound so weird. haha.

NOW FOR THE SAD PART. well the sad part is that i have to pass my grade 7 piano exam and get a 6 on math on my report card :/ screw him. thats sad because its virtually impossible. well the math part is. argh. damnit. and the other sad news is that I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCHH. i can't wait to see you all on monday. :)
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OMFG. I JUST WATCHED A WALK TO REMEMBER. damn its a good movie. its such an old movie but wow. i thought it was wonderful. so touching. and the songs in the movie are sooo good. i don't know why everyone hates mandy moore. she's such a talented singer and she has a great voice. GREAT VOICE. my favorite songs are only hope, someday we'll know and i dare you to move. first two are by mandy moore and the last one is by switchfoot.

that seriously was one sweet movie :)
and i think i'm probably gonna go now.
bye peeps.

love is like the wind. you can't see it, but you can feel it. <3
signed, yours truly♥

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HEY PEEPS.
i went to the dentist today.
then HMVV :)
FINALLY BOUGHT THE CD I WANTED FOR SO LONG.
WHISPER WARS THE CAB <3<3<3

i was just looking through new blogskins for SHERISE FAN. she changes her mind so fast :) hehe. BUT THEN SHE SAID SHE WAS OC-ING. so i had to close all my windows. lol. but i saved a lot of new ones :) AND THEY'RE SO NICE. now after all that searching for new blogskins, i'm feeling like changing mine again. but i'm too lazy to hahaha.

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. i just realized. on the mtr. hehe. i feel so happy today for some random reason. damn. my teeth are hurting. argh. i can't wait till SUMMER <3 on monday, it'll make exactly 60 days till SUMMER HOLIDAY STARTS. 60 days :( it feels so long. but then if you think about it, we thought easter was a really long time.

so i'm just gonna keep waiting. my trip to america sounds so fun now :)
i don't know what to write. there's nothing really to write anymore.
*
do you believe in forever? truly believe? or is it just something you say because it sounds so sincere and true? is there such thing as forever? even when they aren't there anymore, would you still feel something?

why does everyone have to be leaving. why does everything have to end. where do all these unanswered questions go?

But once in a while people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quite persistence of a dream.

as she walks down the beach, she stops, turns around and looks- she sees only one pair of footprints. and can't help but wonder where the other pair is. <3

Sometimes they take people & they don`t say why. Sometimes people leave & they never get to say goodbye. Sometimes there are no second chances to say I love you. Sometimes there are no next times. Sometimes you lose someone & you feel like your heart has followed them to Heaven. Sometimes there is just nothing you can do to make the tears stop.

signed, yours truly♥

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JASSY AND NICKI ARE BACKK :) yay.
i love commenting on your pics nicki. hahahahahahahaha. YOU GUYS ARE SO DAMN GORGEOUS. damnit. im so jealous.
screw you :)

but anyway. SHER AND I HAVE NO LIFE :) because we comment and post on almost all of your pics. i got tired of clicking the like button. and it sometimes didnt work. so my signature line is:
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE♥

ain't i just the awesome-est? :)
i had so much fun. wasting like 15 minutes of my life commenting on pictures. hahaha!

there is 2 WEEKS TILL MY PIANO EXAM. SHIT. thats bad news. good news is that theres 5 days till school starts!! then after that, 60 days till SUMMERR. <3
yeah thats right. i counted! haha. i really have no life now. but HEYY. i was bored. xD
zomg, you know i just found out that i have been to like 50 places when i was JUST ONE YEARS OLD. how cool is that?! no, jokes, i don't think i've been to 50 places. just maybe 10 or 20:)

i think i've been to: vantican, rome, florence, the stonehenge, belgium, vienna, amsterdam, england, pisa (the leaning tower of pisa!) ETC ETC ETC ETC. i'm so hyper. and happy. for no reason. xD
I WANT TO GO TO HMVV. i need to buy a cd. no actually. 2 cds. dammn. i'm probably gonna go on thurs.

AND I HAVE ANOTHER DENTAL CHECKUP. i hope i get to take off this stupid metal thing. :) anyways.
i'm gonna go now. my eyes hurt again.
SO BYE.

signed, yours truly♥

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sighs.
its been awhile.
and i'm bored as usual.

i watched HOTEL FOR DOGS today :) with bridgittee!! and after the movie we saw kim and her friends.
haha yeah we're so cool. but hey, it was good. lucky bridgitte has a dogg. i want one :(
aanyways. i want to watch these movies. just don't have time!!
17 again
slumdog millionaire
inkheart

ditto claudia. theres nothing to blog about. seriously. argh.
OMG I LOVE THE SONG FEEL THIS BY BETHANY JOY LENZ FT. ENATION. :) aka haley from one tree hill. OOH MY ONE TREE HILL OBSESSION AGAIN! haha.
AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE KATE VOEGELE.
shes just sooo good.
and especially her new single, manhattan from the sky.

GUYS LISTEN TO IT. :)

:) anyways. happy easter guys! hope your having fun wherever you are.



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i'm coming clean.
im tired of always being the one getting hurt. im tired of being vulnerable. im tired of falling down all the time. im tired of closing my heart. and im tired of being stuck all the time. its just too much. so maybe you are a jerk and you broke all your promises, but im better than that. and i know it.
and everything's just different now.

3 MORE DAYS TILL EASTER. gosh. i can't wait. seriously. i can't. :)
stupid school. why do we have this week of schooool??
i'm going to go find a quiz to do. so bored.
here we go :)

I AM
[ ] tall.
[ ] short
[ ] chubby
[ ] skinny

I ALWAYS (EVERYDAY)
[] watch tv - most days
[x] read
[x] computer
[x] ipod
[] go out
[] text
[] phone
[x] facebook
[x] think of random stuff!

I ...
[ x] do homework the first day i get it
[x] always bored when im at home!
[ ] have showers when im bored! lol
[x] write notes when theres nothing to do!

I AM GUILTY OF
[ ] forgetting to brush my teeth on weekends
[ ] doing homework when i should be asleep!!
[x] doing homework in regestration :p
[x] forgetting about plans!
[ ] spelling really simple tings wrong!
[ ] forgettingto put spaces betweenwords! sometimes(:

CLOTHES
[] flats
[x] flip flops - sometimes
[x] dresses
[x] top and jeans
[x] bikini
[x] tankini with board shorts
[x] tankini
[x] long sleeved thing to go in water!

LIVING:]
[ ] mansion
[ x] flat
[] house
[ ] castle:)
[ ] central
[ ] sai kung
[ ] clearwater bay
[ ] sai kung country park

COUNTRY - FROM / BORN IN... :)
[x] hong kong (AND CANADA!!!)
[ ] ENGLAND!!!!!!
[ ] holland
[ ] scotland..... and cornwall !:p
[ ] ireland
[ ] australia
[ ] new zealand
[ ] south africa
[ ] africa
[ ] japan
[ ] italy
[ ] america
[ ] india
[ ] thailand
[x ] china
[x] canada

PEOPLE
[x ] REBECCA(:
[ ] kerra
[ ] jitta
[ x] alicia
[x ] amanda
[ ] nick
[ x] alex
[ ] wincy
[ ] arisa
[ ] grace
[ x] charlotte
[ ] jack
[ ] billy
[ ] jack
[ ] carter
[ x] bob
[ ] muller
[ ] eugene
[ ] reilly
[x] nicole
[x ] charlie

FOOD
[X] sushi
[x] pizza
[x]dumplings
[ ] spag bowl

SNACKS
[x] cake
[ ] DUST!
[x] chocolate :)
[ ] chocolate orange
[ x] fruit - over chocolate?! OH COME ON!!!

HOW LONG DO YOU THINK ITS TAKEN ME TO DO THIS?!
[x] 10 mins
[ ] 45 mins
[ ] more!!
[ ] 1 hour!!!!!

at some point you have to forget about grudges because they only hurt.
signed, yours truly♥

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race to witch mountain is SO GOOD (: yeah you guys should go watch it. totally worth it.

i just finished writing up my speech for chinese. dang. we have so much stuff due on the last week of school. music assessment, patterns test, ting xie, chinese speech, CE YAN. screw.
argh. i can't believe we have to go to school next week:( so sad. every other school has next week off!!! its completely pointless anyways. hehe.

OMG NICKI AND JASSY YOU GUYS ARE SO LUCKY YOUR GOING TO SPAINNN!

damn you guys. i wanna go there :( hehe. but its okay. ill go there some other time. have funnn and your so lucky your leaving school early!!

ok bye.im bored with posting.

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slowly getting closure.
"i like it here. you bring something broken and you fix it up." one tree hill <3

what if things stay broken, and never get fixed? all scars leave a mark, don't they? its just so hard. getting close to someone, then to find them pulling away when you need them the most. will things every stay the same?
♥

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