YOU WERE WARNED.
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walk down memory lane
Saturday, May 30, 2009
10:18 PM
i'm at a cross point and i don't know what to do.
i'm happy for you, but what about me.
i'll do everything i can to make you feel better, but what about me.
everyones just so focused on the prize, so intent on getting what you think you want, what you think you need, you forget about the things that are always right beside you.
its like you've got an invisibility cape wrapped around you, but you can't take it off. you shout and scream but no one hears you. in the end, all you can do is just sit down quietly, immersed in your own little world where nothing can hurt you anymore.
the world keeps spinning, i fall to my knees, head down, and people walk on.
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happy birthdays
Thursday, May 28, 2009
8:28 PM
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY ELIZA <3<3<3<3<3<3 AND JAKE!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH ELIZA :)
rememberr...
GEO!
sever..sever...SEVERE!!
henry lost his rugby BALLS
woman with the hair in the swimming pool
one one hundredth of a baby
WE'RE WEDNESDAY PEOPLE
:)
:)
:)
oh and 2009 AWESOME FACTS XD
hahahahahaha.
i love you eliza gorgeous gilchrist.
and your welcome for the spam wall post on facebook :D
*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLISSA CHAN!!
self obsessed but pretty girl.
hehehehehee:)
7 almost 8 years of friendship.
laughs, tears, crushes, loves, heart breaks, family issues, siblings issues, homework issues, school issues, friendship problems you name it. we've been through it all.
i love you.:)
xx
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irrelevant.
Monday, May 25, 2009
9:58 PM
eat. sleep. wake up. go to school. do homework. go out. talk to friends. go online. repeat cycle.
everything i do seems utterly irrelevant.
feeling misplaced and out of line.
need a sense of satisfaction, need some sort of confirmation.
anything.
sleep - the only escape from reality. oh and of course, holidays. which equals to..summer <3
COME QUICKER. I NEED YOU.
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
4:08 PM
25 more days till summer <3
TEST WEEK :(
monday - math test
music test
tuesday - ce yan
wednesday - math test (AGAIN)
tired. wish weekends were longer.
ELIZA'S BIRTHDAY ON WEDNESDAY, ALLISSA'S BDAY ON THURSDAY.
:)) i love you guys. x
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Friday, May 22, 2009
8:11 PM
ONE TREE HILL SEASON FINALE :'(
SO SAD THAT CHAD AND HILARIE ARE LEAVING NEXT SEASON!!!
:(:(:(:(
argh.
im too confused to write anymore. haven't written in a week.
:D
:(
:'(
:P
ugh.
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33 days till summer <3
Saturday, May 16, 2009
3:26 PM
swim training was soo easy today. and the best part about it: NO ANNE TODAY!!!
:)
i watched 17 again yesterday! it was SO DAMN GOOD. such an awesome moviee <3<3<3<3<3
still thinking of you. pop a bubble, not a dream.
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:D
Thursday, May 14, 2009
8:39 PM
RESTAURANT CITY <3
haha.
all your fault kaz and alliss.
you made me addicted to it too. AND MY MOMS GETTING MAD AT ME FOR IT.
:(
hehehehe.
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孤單摩天輪
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
7:35 PM
geo hazard warning poster :/
孤單摩天輪旋轉木馬拼命奔跑
每一步換一陣熱鬧
雲霄飛車瘋狂轉彎
聽一聲顫抖的尖叫我
只是摩天輪
靜靜等著誰來到
Oh當
她降臨懷中
我的心開始孤單的跳再一圈
再飛一圈就好
她無助眼神還沒有依靠
我多想 伸出雙手給她
一個緊緊擁抱但我做不到
再一圈 再陪陪她就好
讓我可以揚起她沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼淚 讓我的心生銹 遊樂場打烊後誰會知道
排隊的人總那麼多
快樂的人卻這麼少
奇怪是我只想帶她 一起去天空中尋寶我
如果飛得高 也許她會笑一笑
可我 拼了命向上 結果卻慢慢的往下掉
再一圈 再飛一圈就好 她無助眼神還沒有依靠
我多想 伸出雙手給她 一個緊緊擁抱但我做不到
再一圈 再陪陪她就好 讓我可以揚起她沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼淚 讓我的心生銹 遊樂場打烊後誰會知道
再一圈 再飛一圈就好 她寂寞手心在等誰打擾
我寧願 交換所有給她一個緊緊擁抱 哪怕就一秒
再一圈 再陪陪她就好 讓我可以記得她頭髮的味道
就算我走不到 她的天涯海角 這瞬間已足夠天荒地老
<3
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THE QUIZ
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
8:43 PM
this is gonna be a really long post. A QUIZ.
because i'm in the mood for some major procrastination. science is killing me.
:D
1)Nicki
2)Jasmine
3)Allissa
4)Sherise
5)Cheri
6)Kazia
7)Eliza
8)Jessica Fan
9)Jamie
10)Bridgitte
11)Claire Chen
12)Jackie
Q: Have you ever kissed number 7?
A: (eliza) erm. NO. WHAT DO YOU THINK. XD
Q: What’s the best memory you have of 9?
A: (jamie) omg. there's SO MANY. i can't remember half of them. so i think the best memory that i can remember is definitely the time when i went to her house and we had that whole convo with JOEY C. xD
Q: When’s the next time you’re gonna see 4?
A. (sherise) SCHOOL :) WHICH IS TOMORROWW.
Q: Is number 8 pretty?
A: (jessica fan) YES YES YES OF COURSE. :)
Q: What was your first impression of number 10?
A: (bridgitte) hmmm. i really can't remember.
Q: How did you meet 3?
A: (allissa) HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA. if your not allissa, RECEPTION. if you are allissa, WE MET THE VERY SECOND WE WERE BORN DIDN'T WE :) XD
Q: Is 11 your best friend?
A: (claire chen) she doesn't really count as my best friend. but definitely one of my really good friends.
Q: Have you seen 5 in the last month?
A: (cheri) i saw her todayyyyyyy.
Q: Do you think 2 has a crush on you?
A: (jasmine) huh. really. do you think so? MAYBE.
just joking. xD
Q: When was the last time you saw 12?
A: (jackie) today in chinese class xD
Q: Have you ever been to 1’s house?
A: (nicki) sadly, nope :(
Q: Would you ever kiss 6?
A: (kazia) haha no. i think she'd freak out xD but she's so cute.
Q: When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
A: (bridgitte) school. tomorrow.
Q: Are you really close to 3?
A: (allissa) yessssssssssss :D
Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 4?
A: (sherise) HAHA YES!
Q: Have you ever gotten in trouble with 2?
A: (jasmine) lol. no not really. but she did get mad at me. for ditching her in summer xD
Q: Would you ever go out with number 7?
A: (eliza) HAHAHAHA IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY IF WE DID. but if we were to just hang out as friends, of course.
Q: What do you and number 4 talk about the most?
A: (sherise) YEAH. SOMETHING YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW.
Q: Do you even know number 9?
A: (jamie) hell yeahh! known her since forever.
Q: Would you give number 1 a hug?
A: (nicki) ANYTIME :)
Q: Would you ever go on a date with number 10?
A: (bridgitte) hell yeah. she could be the boyfriend. XD WE SHOULD TRY THAT SOMETIME.
i'm so cool aren't i?
Q: Are you in love with number 12?
A: (jackie) YEAH I'M SO IN LOVE. haha. jokes.
Q: Do you know a secret about number 8?
A: (jessica fan) loads. :)
Q: Describe the relationship between number 9 and number 5.
A: (jamie and cheri) they don't even know each other.
Q: What is the best thing about your friendship with number 4?
A: (sherise) EVERYTHING :) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. ;)
Q: Have you ever danced with number 7?
A: (eliza) nah.
Q: How long have you known number 12?
A: (jackie) haha i've known her for a pretty long time.
Q: Have you ever been in a fight with number 8?
A: (jessica fan) nope never :)
Q: Does number 9 have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
A: (jamie) HAHA. funny funny. she likes someone. but she doesn't have a boyfriend.
Q: Have you ever been a co-worker with number 2?
A: (jasmine) I'M 12.
Q: Have you ever wanted to punch number 6 in the face?
A: (kazia) nahh. she's too nice :)
Q: Has number 1 ever met your mother?
A: (nicki) yup.
Q. How did you meet number 6?
A: (kazia) SCHOOL!
Q: Did you ever accidentally physically hurt number 5?
A: (cheri) um. i don't think so!
Q: What is the best memory you have with number 12?
A: (jackie) YEAR 7 CHINESE CLASS <3<3<3
so funny.
Q: Do you live close to 7?
A: yess:) 5 minutes apart.
Q: What is number 2’s favorite food?
A: (jasmine) if i'm not mistaken, CHICKEN WINGS!
Q: Out of your top 12, which one would you say is the funniest?
A: haha there's a lot. but i have to say, jamie is pretty funny. i like making fun of her. :) i don't mean it, of course. i love her too much to mean it xD
Q: Who is the most flirtatious?
A: none of them is flirtatious.
Q: If you could change one thing about number 10, what would it be?
A: (bridgitte) nothing. she's good at everything :) especially SWIMMING. which i suck at.
Q: Say something nice about number 11.
A: (claire chen) she's pretty, funny, a good swimmer and she's my theory buddy :)
Q: Which number lives the farthest away?
A: 8!
Q: Which one do you hang out with the most?
A: it differs. in year 7 general, kazia.
Q: What number is the loudest?
A: 12 :D
Q: The quietest?
A: 6?
Q: What kind of car does number 12 have?
A: (jackie) i dunno. an imaginary one?
Q: Have you traveled anywhere with number 11?
A: (claire) PERTH<3 i think. or SINGAPORE<3
omg i just remembered! TAIPEI!!!
CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT ABOUT THAT.
yay. it's over.
sure killed a lot of time :)
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did you really love me.
i hate sciencee :(
and i feel so tired.
it was awesome that we went to the beach instead of swim training today though. :) it was fun. got to see my friends again.
i'm still scared of the sea.
haha.
"i feel really sorry for you katherine. guess you really liked the guy huh. and yeah, i agree with you. that's a really bad way to end it. :( i bet it wouldn't have felt so bad if you did it yeah.."
sighs.
i'm not mad at you. just seeing you with him makes me annoyed. and the way you act, you just try too hard. and i could've never dreamed you could be the kind of person you are now. have you ever thought about what other people might think? or the people that are closest to you? for example, your friends? remember them?
and also what you did to
him. he loved you, did you know that? i guess you were just too caught up in yourself to consider that for a moment.
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i've been having a lot of fun lately. been happier :) which is a good thing. but whenever i sit down and actually start thinking about things, the wave of sadness rushes over me again.
do you ever feel sad and not know why? do you ever get the feeling when you just want to lock yourself up in your room and scream in frustration at the world? do you ever get the feeling that everything's just bottled up inside, and you don't even understand yourself? do you ever get the feeling when your eyes are all swollen and you just feel like crying, but no tears come trickling down? yeah.
i have.
signed, yours truly♥
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SCREW MR TYZACK
Monday, May 11, 2009
5:25 PM
i officially hate mr tyzack. he makes such a big deal out of everything. he made us run all the way up from the field to the 9th floor RIGHT AFTER P.E just because he wanted to know if anyone from our class stole jen or sean's bag. :@ it only took him 2 minutes to say all of that. and we were super tired. gosh.
GUESS WHAT HAPPENED IN THE END. turns out, JEN HAD ALREADY FOUND HER BAG!! argh. i was so tired after half running/walking up to the 9th floor. i feel really sorry for red house people. they have to do that every single day. :/
OMGGGGGGG. I JUST REALIZED!!!!
SEASON ENDING FOR ONE TREE HILL. THE VERY LAST EPISODE AIRS TODAY!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. <3<3 i don't want one tree hill to end. i hope it doesn't. but it would be kinda boring if there was a season 7. what would they film it about?! life after peyton and lucas' wedding?! it is a good season finale though, the wedding. :) i can't wait till it comes out so i can WATCH IT!
:)
so obsessed aren't i.
just finished watching the first episode of JONAS. its weird. but kinda funny too! bet jassy and jackie love it xD
argh. i procrastinate too much. but reflection writing is just too boring.
sighs.
signed, yours truly♥
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MAY MEET ♥♥♥
Sunday, May 10, 2009
5:25 PM
MAY MEET ♥♥♥♥
i feel so tired. AND SORE ALL OVER.
but it was so fun. AND I FINALLY GOT TO SEE JESS AGAIN:) that was awesome. i made a new friendd haha. her name is audrey. and shes from ISB. :)
ah. it feels so good to be in a competition. ITS BEEN SO LONG. the last time i was in a meet was in TAIPEI. that was fun too :) but that was like half a year ago. ;) i'm so weird aren't i. but competitions are fun. i got best times for every event i did, even got points for every event that i did. xD but of course, i didn't get high point trophy. but it's okay. i wasn't counting on getting a high point trophy. lol.
anyway. relays were fun. you get to watch people swim really really fast and scream your head off. :) i'm such a traitor i know. i'm finally swimming for cis in one of the meets xD but i was cheering for cis AND hkis. BECAUSE I TRAIN WITH HKIS. and almost all my friends that are there are in hkis :)
i'm sad that its over. but kind of glad that the meets over. of course. who wouldn't be!
right now, i'm waiting for my videos to upload on facebook. and procrastinating. i really have to finish my reflections for visual arts, AND my geo poster, but i'm seriously not in the mood.
i miss all of my hkis friends already:(
AND JESSICA. :(
hope i get to see you sometime.
very very soon.
signed, yours truly♥
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xian/chengdu trip CANCELLED!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
5:03 PM
gosh its been almost a week since i last wrote.
never really bothered this week. kind of had something to do every single day. or i was just watching a movie. ;) hehe.
but never mind that.
i have sad news. well, overdue sad news. OUR XIAN/CHENGDU TRIP IS CANCELLED :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:'(
oh so very sad aint it? i was really looking forward to it. but all because of the stupid swine flu, we can't go now! well i just hope its getting better. i'm not gonna miss my trip just so the virus can get worse. no way. you know what the worst part is?
WE STILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL NEXT WEEK. so so sad. and annoying. we could've just had "activities week" at school! like for the whole week, we get to do fun activities. but nooooooo. we have to keep learning! D:
argh. visual arts. textiles. damn it. mr tyzack is like so obsessed with reflectoins. geez. he's all like "just in case the school gets closed down, you must make sure your book is all up to date". :S i hate writing reflections. even though i always write really long when i do xD
haha i'm such an idiot. i'm still obsessed with one tree hill. i think season 6 is the best :) but then again, i've only watched season 1 and season 6 xD
Brooke: What's your idea of your perfect date?
Haley: Watching you get hit by a bus.
Brooke: And a sense of humor. Nathan’s really lucky.
Brooke: We should totaly hang out together. What is your name?
Haley: Haley.
Brooke: Yeah. I don’t like that name. Lets call you ... Brooke!
Karen: Okay, what does this dress say to you?
Lucas: Uh .. beware of crazy ladies who talk to dresses?
Lucas: Your art matters, that's what got me here. <3
Karen: It's hard to fight the things we are afraid of. Sometimes we just need a little help.
Lucas: Can I ask you a question?
Peyton: It's a free country...
Lucas: Why are you a cheerleader? I mean, no offence or anything, but you're above the least cheery person I know. ... Come on let me give you a ride. I'll let you insult me.
Peyton: First of all, you don't know me. Second of all, you don't know me. God, why are guys such jerks?
Deb: How did we become so broken?
Keith: We fell in love, and at some point, the people we love forgot to love us back.
some of these are really funny :)
i can't wait to watch the newest episode. sher said its rly good :D
anyways. i hope i did okay in the science test. and the math assessment. I DON'T WANT TO FAIL. haha. no seriously.
signed, yours truly♥
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8 more dayss. <3
Friday, May 1, 2009
3:51 PM
1ST OF MAY :)
AND speaking of may. your blog is so cool :) and i absolutely love your songs. they're so good. especially waiting in the weeds. :)
thanks for the songss.
my head is kinda crammed up with all sorts of pleasant and unpleasant stuff. so it'll be a short post today.
life knows two greatest tragedies: one, to gain your heart's desire. and two, to lose your heart's desire. 8 MORE DAYS <3
signed, yours truly.
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Angie here. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions.
:) 5 things you should know about me: