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so i decided to steal this from nicole's blog:)

emo
[x] you own at least 5 black shirts
[ ] you like skinny jeans
[x] you’re listening to music right now
[x] you have painted your fingernails black before
[x] You have more than 300 songs on your ipod/mp3/itunes
[x] Like the color black
[ ] hate most girly girls
[ ] have dyed ur hair dark
[x] sometimes like to be alone
[ ] hate popular music
[ ] keep hair in front of your face <---not ALLL the time though :3
[x] have given people evil stares- only wen they diserve it
[x] Hate your parents
[ ] Life sucks for you
[ ] have been called emo
[ ] Dislike the colors pink, teal and baby blue
[ ] Complain a lot
[ ] own a studded belt
Total: 8

PART TWO:SLUT/MAN WHORE:
[ ] own more than 5 minishorts
[ ] have kissed more than 2 people in one night
[ ] have been called a slut
[ ] like to drink
[ ] sometimes wear low cut shirts
[ ] have been called a tease
[ ] Flirt with every girl or guy!
[x] love the opposite sex
[ ] Go to parties/sleepovers at least once a week
[ ] own 5 tube tops
[ ] Likes to sit on the opposites lap
[ ] you kiss because you think its fun

Total: 1

PART THREE:JOCK:
[ ] Own at least 5 jerseys
[x] Have 10 or more trophies (do medals count?;))
[x] Wear hair in ponytail like everyday
[x] Love sports
[ ] Own 5 or more sweatpants
[x] Dont wear makeup
[ ] Have / had played la crosse
[x] Play more than 2 sports
[x] Can play a sport if you’ve never played it before
[ ] You play/ played Basketball on a team <--- PAST TENSE.
[ ] You play/ played baseball-softball on a team
[x] You play/ played soccer on a team
[x] You run/ran track
[ ] You play/ played football on a team-english football is the bomb!
[ ]Been called a jock
[ ] Have set a record
[x] Are friends with your coach
[ ] Love watching sports
[x] can do 15 pushups without getting tired

Total: 10

PART FOUR:NERD:
[ ] wear your pants at your waist
[x] have/had braces
[ ] in advanced classes
[ ] On Math team
[ ] Have all A’s (ALMOST ALL hehehee)
[ ] Like spending time with your parents
[x] have been called a nerd (hahahahahahaa HELL YEAH.:D)
[ ] are annoyed or bullied
[x] LOVE to learn
[x] Like your teachers
[ ] Watch history/discovery channel <--- no comment.
[ ] never go anywhere on the weekends
[x] Have been called weird
[ ] scared to talk to the opposite sex
[ ] Dont have pics of yourself on myspace/facebook
[x] read a book a month <------PERCY JACKSON.
[x] You read on your last spring break
[x] Have your own website <---- blog counts?
[ ] wear pocket protectors

Total: 8

If you haven’t noticed the parts represent the 4 high school stereotypes
Multiply each number by 3 then repost as “% emo %slut % jock % nerd

24% emo. 3% slut. 30% jock. 24% nerd.
ahahahhaha i'm a jock.
i still think nerd's are cooler.
xDDD

anyways.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL BACK FROM SWINE FLU BREAKKK.
wasnt that bad. considering the LOAD of homework they gave us. i seriously think they're trying to kill us. especially the p.e teachers xD lol, we have to run cross country tomorrow. even if it POURS. :(
they told us to bring a complete change of clothes, even a towel. ahaha.
i cant believe we have like another day of school, and then another BREAK.
NATIONAL DAY.
CHINA'S 60TH ANNIVERSARY.
that, is a long time.
and is pretty cool :)

FIREWORKS. i hope it doesn't rain on that day.
haha i'm obsessed with the song SUGAR<3
it reminds me of music.
and nicki.
:D
and her infamous lipstick.
LOL.
okay i think i'm gonna go. abe's just given me something really fun to do haha :)
BYE.


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leaning against the window sill, she felt cold all over. it had nothing to do with the cold wind blowing hard against her face. rain flew in through the open window, landing on her hair and her face. she blamed that for the wetness on her cheeks.

for some reason, i like rainy days. its a hyperbole, sweet and sorrowful at the same time. and plus, the air smells good when it rains:) hahah.

ohmygosh MLIA's xD thank YOU claudia for giving me the sitee. lol it really does kill time. i think MLIA's are better thana FML's. ah. NOW i know what MLIG is. similar to MLIA. well cool. more ways of procrastination :)

Today, I was drawing harry potter glasses on celebrities in magazines. I got really excited when one person actually did look like harry potter. I then realized it was Daniel Radcliffe. MLIA

Today, I realized that if I stomp on my kitchen floor hard enough, I can make a cup of water on the counter tremor like in Jurassic Park. I spent the next 20 minutes pretending to be a T-Rex. MLIA

Today, the phone rang and when I picked it up the person said they were looking for "Adam". I said sorry, you must have the wrong number and the person replied, "Good, I'm avoiding him." They then hung up. MLIA.

Today I noticed the sun coming through my window caused a huge glare on my laptop screen. Instead of shutting the blinds or moving the computer I spent 20 minutes making a tent around me and my laptop. MLIA

I recently changed my Facebook to the Pirate language. And to log out you have to press "abandon ship." I have also been grounded from getting on Facebook by my parents. My little sister and I were home alone, and I, on Facebook. All of a sudden I heard my sister screaming, "Abandon Ship! Abandon Ship! Abandon ship!" I quickly logged out. My parents had come home early. Never had I ever been so proud of my sister. MLIA ----- I LOVE THIS ONE. i was laughing so hard over it.

Today, I wanted a waffle for breakfast. I waited by the toaster for 10 minutes, then realized I hadn't put a waffle in it. MLIA

Today, a girl had cupcakes for her birthday, but wasn't sharing with anyone because she didn't have too many. I went up to her and asked what they were and then spent the next 5 minutes convincing her I had never heard of cupcakes. Guess who got one cause she insisted I try it. MLIA

Today, I confessed to my mom that when I was younger and first heard of a 'tornado watch' I imagined a very large gold Rolex watch coming down my neighborhood, spinning, and throwing everything around it everywhere. She then showed me the paper I wrote about it in second grade, with a huge question mark drawn on it by the teacher. MLIA

Today, I was in line for the breakfast buffet at my university. The guy in front of me got really excited when he saw they had waffles, and shouted, "They're like pancakes with syrup traps!" I will never refer to them as waffles again. MLIA
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yesterday i went to the library :) i never knew there was books on ANY SUBJECT. there's this book thats called "singing for dummies" which is so cool :D i think bob marley is awesome.
300 PAGES<3
yay.

i want myself to hate you. no matter how hard i try, i just can't. i can dislike the way you've changed, or even hate the way you've changed. but no hate connects with you. maybe it is a sign. if it is, boy fate sure works in the strangest ways. my heart is slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly healing. but i still think about you. what hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say. i took a risk, i took a chance, but you just cut it off. its been almost a year since we last spoke, it feels like forever. maybe its easy for you, shutting people out of your life, but not for me.

Under the streetlight, dancing by herself, she is waiting for a car to stop, a star to fall, someone to change her life.
signed, yours truly♥

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wowwwwwwwwwwwwww. one week definitely passed fast.
i'm gonna go on a song craze.
HONOR SOCIETY OBSESSION<3
so glad i bought their cd, definitely didn't disappoint me:)
its not slow and mellow, songs i usually listen to but they're really upbeat and they make you wanna move.

:)
which is pretty cool.
hehe.


I may be far but you're not alone
I won't be safe 'till I come home
You're in my heart and you're in my soul


I'll sing for the broken hearted
I'll sing for the dreams that won't come true
And the music won't stop playing
Tonight I sing for you


I'll dream about the place we started
Hold on to the past I can't undo
The music kept on playing
Tonight I sing, sing for you. <3


AHH. :) freakin good. that song's called "sing for you". my OTHER favorite song is "my own way". kinda sounds like nick jonas in the beginning, but then he does do like backup vocals in this song. i thinkkk.
omg. DID YOU KNOW THAT THE JONAS BROTHERS HAD THEIR OWN RECORD LABEL??!??! its managed by their father. and its called jonas group:) the symbol picture thingy is like the same but instead of JB its JG. looks exactly the same. aaand the jo bros like wrote half the songs on honor society's album!! well, 3 songs. though they did sing in some too, nick the most.

I have trouble to believe
I was ever on your mind
It's getting harder to breathe
Cause you left my heart on the battle lines
You played the game, you called the shots
You get what you want, but it's not enough
So I come to you, with a broken heart
So before I go, gotta let you know... <3


the beginnings my favoriteeeee. sounds really sweet, especially the part where he goes 'cause you left my heart on the battle lines.' i can connect :)
haha.
and there's another song which i fell in love with the very first time i heard it. AND ITS CALLED NATURALLY. by selena gomez :DDDDDD
its soo much better than falling down. trust me.
SHERISE FAN YOU ARE AWESOME. thanks for sending me her whole album lol :)


When we collide, sparks fly
When you look in my eyes, it takes my breath away


You are the thunder and I am the lightening
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me its exciting
When you know its meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally


the way she sings the song is pretty cool. or if thats just the editing, still really awesome. people say she can't sing at all, but this album is actually pretty good. not as good as demi's, but decent enough :)
one last song i'm love so much ~~~ TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE. well i actually like "the first one" better, they lyrics mean more to me. but the harmony between taylor swift and boys like girls is WOW. <3>


anyways.


there's just something about you that i can't get enough of. just something about you that i can't let go. it's wrong, but i feel happy. that should be right. but i don't know why i do. its this unexplicable feeling that i can't explain. and i get it every time i think of you.
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somethings changed. you changed. its so hard to be happy around you now. all you do is complain, and blame. you could go on all day. there's nothing right about anything i do. you have to find fault in everything, there's nothing that escapes your notice. sometimes i wonder why you even bother, when in the end, your just making yourself tired. can't you see i'm trying. can't you just appreciate my efforts?
i'm sorry if i'm a disappointment, but you're not helping.

yay.
finally finished doing the stupid p.e circuit. now, i have to do the GRAPH. :(

A heart is there to make you bleed. To pass the time. To help you sleep. A heart is there to touch and feel.
To mend and to heal.
signed, yours truly♥

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wow.
how crazy can this life get :)
SCHOOL CLOSEDDDD!!!!!
ONLY FOR A WEEK. BUT STILL. ISN'T THAT AWESOME. the only reason i'm glad for it is cuz now i don't have to rush my 读书报告 and NO MORE MUSIC ELECTIVES AND MUSIC CORE FOR A WEEK.
that is worth ANYTHING.
:D
the bad thing is that i don't get to see my wonderful frieneds and the day right after we go back to school we have to do cross country. :(

ah.
just downloaded some awesome new fonts. thank you SO MUCH sher for giving me that site. its so convenient :D
and cally.
because i remember you told me that site too. like long long time ago. hahahaha. I MISS YOU. :(
how is it in indo?
i might be going there during christmas. since i'm not going to whistler, this year's the 2010 winter olympics :) i don't like too many people. i'm claustrophobic. HAHA.
joking. but i really don't like places with lots of people. makes me feel weird. uncomfortable.
xD
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sometimes i wonder whether or not you knew exactly how i felt.
sometimes i wonder if you just thought it was a game.
sometimes i wonder if it was real, or just something i imagined.
sometimes i wonder if you knew what i was going through.
sometimes i wonder if you knew how much i needed you there.
sometimes i wonder if i let you down.
sometimes i wonder if you still have anything to tell me.
sometimes i wonder if you know you've changed.
sometimes i wonder if i'm a little bit crazy.
sometimes i wish i had never fell for you in the first place.
sometimes i miss you like hell.
i wish you would just talk to me, all the time.
i wish you would just let me know how you feel, even if you hate me, all the time.
i wish you wouldn't make me feel as if i was invisible, all the time.
i wish you would say hello, all the time.
i wish you would just give me some answers, so that i can let go, all the time.
at the end of the day, i think of you.
why can't i hate you.
i guess its true how they say the first one's always the worst when it comes to a broken heart.

signed, yours truly♥

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OMG.
1ST OFFICIAL DANCE OF THE YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRR:)
BACK TO SCHOOL DANCE<3
lol it wasn't actually fun, cuz the DJ sucked, not a lot of people were there and no one was dancing. practically.
BUT.
i had a good time. regardless:)
i like slow songs. haha.
danced with max, d, adrian and jake. ohyeah.

i was so bored. i needed to dance!
brought back so much memories of year 7.
:(
but i felt better towards the end.
THEN SHER AND I WENT TO JASSY'S HOUSE. which was so totally awesome cuz i haven't been to her house before.
it is.
HUGE.
and not to mention amazing.
the design is really nice.
i envy her ;)

well anyway. we watched aliens in the attic.
then we talked.
and talked.
and talked.
and talked.
and talked.
for i think 4 hours straight!
HOW COOL IS THAT.
we weren't even tired after that hahaha.
well jassy was.
xD

i wasn't really. it felt good :)
at that moment, the world felt utterly right and truly perfect. nothing could touch me. i was invincible with you guys around.
ILYJASSY&SHER
♥♥♥

i thought you said it was easy, listening to your heart. i thought you said i'd be okay, so why am i breaking apart?
signed, yours truly♥

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TYPHOON 8 OH YEAH.
HAHAHAHAHA.
i love it when typhoons come at the right time :)

ahh i can't wait till october. we have so much breaks. i don't know why i feel tired all of the time!!!!
:s

ughh.

今夜又下著小雨　小雨它一點一點滴滴

一點點一滴滴它飄來飄去　像去年那場相遇

那天也下著小雨　雨中的你是那樣美麗

我問你是否喜歡和我一起　你笑著無語


那一天這世界是多麼美麗　儘管天上的小雨一點一滴滴

空氣中飄盪著你那芬芳的氣息　任小雨落在我的頭頂


今夜裡我又站在雨裡　任感情在小雨裡飄來飄去　

我問我自己是否還在愛著你　就這樣輕易的放棄


今夜又下著小雨　彷彿又看到你的背影　

我想要告訴自己不再愛你　但奈何這滴滴小雨...

<3


it speaks my soul, and the rain says so much when it pours.
why do you affect me so much.
i would never admit it. but i feel it. the inexplicable deepness which you go down in my heart.
i need answers. will i ever get them, i wonder.

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she loves the sun, cause it proves she's not alone, and the world doesn't revolve around your soul. she loves the sky cause it validates her pride, never lets her know when she is wrong.
:)

i love the moon more, but still. lovely song. lol.

there are times when i think that nothings wrong. that everything was normal. but when i stop to think, everything hurts again. i don't know why. i can't stop the feeling. i hate it. but, what can i do...

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you say its easier to burn that to build.
you say its easier to hurt than to heal.
i say you lose when you give up what you love, i've lived my life without you long enough.

its like a thin invisible metal wire connecting me to you. no way to cut myself out of your hold on me, no way to move forward without your shadow echoing mine.

because all i wanted to say was something real,
all i wanted to you to know was how i feel,
all i wanted to give was my heart,
but now i'm stuck here at the start.

when can you let me go? when can i let you go...
signed, yours truly♥

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ITS OFFICIALLY SEPTEMBER. 2 days ago :D
2009 will be over in 3 months, wow. and then it'll be double digits from then on :O pretty cool huhh!!
and this years the winter olympics in whistler, i might be GOINGGGGG. but i don't really want to, for some reason. well i guess there's two sides to the story. i wanna go because i get to see christian amanda justin and siena, and go snowboarding of course. love that :) i don't really wanna go becausee... ah. for reasons i shall not mention here.

its crazy how the school cramms all the really hard and tiring P.E stuff in just one month. i had swim heats last friday, swim heats again on tuesday, aquathon on wednesday and cross country practice today. we have swim gala on the 15th and then cross country race on the 30th. ahh. i can't wait for swim gala, but my throat will probably hurt really bad from all the shouting. hehe :) cross country just sucks. but it felt sooo easy today, party because kaz and i walked it. hahahahahaha.
i'm super happy that i came 1st, for the girls, for aquathon :D
SO PROUD OF MY ACHIEVEMENT.
lol.
no really. but its a pretty big achievement for me, because i suck at running.

did i fall way too hard for you, that i just can't turn my head around ever again? that there's no chance of ever quite getting over you. i wish it wasn't like that. i wish things could've been different by now.
all i wanted was to know why.
i hate being like this, vulnerable and helpless. i hate having my head in the clouds.

its all that matters, i whisper.
signed, yours truly♥

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