wow.
how crazy can this life get :)
SCHOOL CLOSEDDDD!!!!!
ONLY FOR A WEEK. BUT STILL. ISN'T THAT AWESOME. the only reason i'm glad for it is cuz now i don't have to rush my 读书报告 and NO MORE MUSIC ELECTIVES AND MUSIC CORE FOR A WEEK.
that is worth ANYTHING.
:D
the bad thing is that i don't get to see my wonderful frieneds and the day right after we go back to school we have to do cross country. :(
ah.
just downloaded some awesome new fonts. thank you SO MUCH sher for giving me that site. its so convenient :D
and cally.
because i remember you told me that site too. like long long time ago. hahahaha. I MISS YOU. :(
how is it in indo?
i might be going there during christmas. since i'm not going to whistler, this year's the 2010 winter olympics :) i don't like too many people. i'm claustrophobic. HAHA.
joking. but i really don't like places with lots of people. makes me feel weird. uncomfortable.
xD
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sometimes i wonder whether or not you knew exactly how i felt.
sometimes i wonder if you just thought it was a game.
sometimes i wonder if it was real, or just something i imagined.
sometimes i wonder if you knew what i was going through.
sometimes i wonder if you knew how much i needed you there.
sometimes i wonder if i let you down.
sometimes i wonder if you still have anything to tell me.
sometimes i wonder if you know you've changed.
sometimes i wonder if i'm a little bit crazy.
sometimes i wish i had never fell for you in the first place.
sometimes i miss you like hell.
i wish you would just talk to me, all the time.
i wish you would just let me know how you feel, even if you hate me, all the time.
i wish you wouldn't make me feel as if i was invisible, all the time.
i wish you would say hello, all the time.
i wish you would just give me some answers, so that i can let go, all the time.
at the end of the day, i think of you.
why can't i hate you.
i guess its true how they say the
first one's always the worst when it comes to a broken heart.signed, yours truly♥
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