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i never knew how good the boys like girls new album was.
CONTAGIOUS - just hear me out before i go, things that i wanted you to know. just let me in tonight and i won't let you go.
SOMEONE LIKE YOU - got nothing to lose, i'm fighting my demons, i've been looking for someone like you.
THE SHOT HEARD 'ROUND THE WORLD - but it doesn't even matter if we got no plan, as long as you're holding on to somebody's hand.
:)

hahaha the end of my mid-term was the best. the other bits of it was just boring.
yesterday ~ YO MAMA. NICKI JASSY AND SHER <3>







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I CAN'T WAIT TILL SEASON TWOOOOOOOOOS OF MY FAV SHOWS:)
10 THINGS + MAKE IT OR BREAK IT.
<3
and season 2 episode 5 of merlin. TROLL :O


owl cityy :)
vanilla twilight, fireflies and sunburn.
i lovee.
I'll watch the night turn light blue but it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly.
The silence isn't so bad
'til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where your's fit perfectly.


argh i miss you so muchhh:(
just smile and look pretty, and hope other people think so too.
i'm boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
:D
i saw like 3 stars today. it was pretty cool. i made a wish on the brightest one. :) maybe it came true. who knows ;) hope it did, because i WISHED VERY HARD. hahahahaha.


ohmygosh. you know what i want??


1. skull candy headphones ~ MY DAD HAS NEVER HEARD OF SKULL CANDY. but what do you expect, he's likeeeee OLD. :D
2. a new bike :) ~ my current one is tinyy, but my mom says "you can STILL use it, so no need to buy a new one" but its TINY. and it would be so awkward if you just lifted the seat but then i would have to lean down to hold the handbrakes. and she says slouching is bad xD


there's like nothing to blog about anymore. but i still think its cool. which proves how lame i am :D
but anyways. i want to watch michael jackson 'this is it', the time travellers wife and 500 days of summer.

PHOTOGRAPHY<3
signed, yours truly♥

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omg HAHAHAHA MLIA'S.
:D

Today was my mum's birthday, and she hates her birthday. So inside her birthday card I wrote "P.S. Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the more you have, the longer you live." She couldn't stop laughing. MLIA

Yesterday was my parent's aniversary. I found out that Dad had proposed to Mom on April fool's day so if she said "no" he could claim it was a joke. MLIA

Today, I was texting my friend and I wanted to say "you're a weirdo" but the setting on my phone shows what it thinks the next word will be and it came up with "you're a chicken sandwich". Much better choice than my first one. MLIA.

Today I was reading on MLIA about Anatidaephobia, the fear that a duck is watching you. I laughed, but looked around me anyways, just to be sure. On the kitchen table behind me was my little sister's rubber duck facing me. I am mildly concerned. MLIA

Today, I saw that my ironing board cover was wrinkled. I laughed at the irony. Then I laughed again because irony has the word iron in it. MLIA

Today, I got separated from my sister while halloween shopping, I turned down an isle looking for her and saw a giant dancing banana. It wasn't until I tried to pass this costumed person that I realized it was my sister. She's 23. MLIA

Today, my friends and I were talking about how unlucky 9/9/09 was supposed to be. Then one of my friends said, "Just think how unlucky 13/13/13 will be!" We had to explain to her why we were all laughing. MLIA.

Today, my mother made a facebook. Yesterday, my father made a facebook. A week ago, my brother made a facebook. I found out just now that the only reason they have one is to play Farmville. We live on a farm. MLIA

Today, I was talking with this girl I met the other day and she asked when my birthday was. I told her it was September 31st. She screamed and told me that was her birthday as well. There is no September 31st. MLIA - I LOVE THIS ONE. LAUGHED MY HEAD OFF. LITERALLY :)

i'm obsessedddd. haha and it kills so much time seriously!
it takes your mind off stuff that don't go away, and puts a smile on your face.
THERE WAS NO ONE ONLINE TODAY. sher ditched me for sims xD hahahahaha joking. but i think sims is boring. ;) so i talked to albert. for like 3 hours. it was fun - i introduced MLIA to him and now i think he's obsessed too. well he thinks its better than fail blog. and he's gonna tell his friends about it xD i can't believe they don't know about it.
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i love how we can just talk about anything. we tell each other all of our troubles, and we always know how to make each other feel better. most of the time its just letting it all out and having someone there to listen, but nevertheless, it feels really good knowing you'll always have someone there. even if they're literally a million miles away. i love how we can still be so close even if we don't talk for a long time, and you're so far away from me. i love how we always understand each other and i'm never afraid to tell you whats wrong. i haven't seen you in almost half a year, but i feel like you're always close in my heart. i guess its true, all of those best friends quotes i've got. i love how i can make you feel better, it makes me happy too. you might not feel this way, but i do. you're very special to me :)

boy, i'm losing my mind. i know you don't mean to do it, but stop playing with my heart. why can't i stop thinking about you. i want to know how you feel, but i'm scared to find out. i don't want to be disappointed, but somehow i know i will.
signed, yours truly♥

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HOME.
<3
so glad to be back. as always, after camp:) this year, i guess it was pretty fun. my best days were the last two, surprisingly!! everyone said that camping was horrible *ALLISSA* ahhaha but actually it wasn't really that bad. it was the best part for me because i had loads of fun with jackie, louis, mj and jeremy :)
we love the hippie joke. xD even though its so gross and so inappropriate hehehehe but it is definitely very funny. especially the part where he tried to sleep it off.
:D
PINKIE BUDDIES. hahahaha its so mean and i don't like you jeremy for that but still, awesomeeeeeeee. :P

sometimes you just don't realize what you do, hurts. you didn't even bother to ask. you just left. you practically didn't even talk to me. i had to be alone for most of the time. in times like these, everyone needs someone. believe it or not.
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i'm really starting to think that there's something wrong with me.
there's you, of course.
there's always gonna be you.
and then there's you.
i really hate it when people stop talking to you like that, it makes you feel really bad. like you don't deserve their attention, all of a sudden. it's like you don't even have the right to talk to them, just because of that little detail. in my heart, i don't even know what to feel. there's gratitude, and a little bit of regret. i guess maybe i'm just gonna be unlucky in this way all the time:( happened last time, happening again.
this sucks. but at least it's a little different this time.

the song try by asher book was stuck in my head the whole time in camp. i'm obsessed :)

what matters you, doesn't matter, matter to me. what matters to me, doesn't matter, matter to you. what matters to you, doesn't matter, matter to them. what matters to them, doesn't change anything.
signed, yours truly♥

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CAMP. :O
and MERLINNNNNNNNNNN<3
i hope this week will go well.

2 weeks:)
i miss you. everyday.

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have you ever wanted to disappear, and forget the world. forget your pains, and forget there ever was such thing as love. those countless tears that i let fall, the feelings that i couldn't control, where do i go now. what do i do now. i'm slowly sinking, not winning anymore, i can't be thrown out here on my own anymore. i don't know whats wrong, i can't stop this. all i know is that it hurts. but you can't see it. my scar goes deeper than you think.

i was waiting here for you, all alone, but now you're gone.
signed, yours truly♥

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every day i miss you a little more, every day i wonder whether you think of me too. every day, i count the minutes and the seconds closer to the day when you come back to me.

i was so messed up today, kept thinking it was thursday. hahaha.
I GET TO MISS FRIDAYYYYY. anything is worth missing chinese. sorry kaz, your gonna have to survive it without me ;) we almost get to miss the whole day, if we make the finals. but i think there's a big chance we might. if i don't suck too much on my butterfly :P

LIGHTSS<3<3 OMG.
so gooood!!!!
:)
The night is deafening when the silence is listening
And I´m down on my knees and I know that something is missing.
Because the back of my mind is holding things I´m relying in
But I choose to ignore it because I´m always denying them.

I´m a bit of a manic when it´s not as I plan it
Cause I start losing my head and then I get up in a panic
Remember when we were kids and always knew when to quit it
Are we denying a crisis or are we scared of admitting it?

I don´t want to know

I just want to run to you
And break off the chains and throw them away
I just want to be so much
And shake off the dust that turned me to rust
Sooner than later
I'll need a saviour
I'll need a saviour
LOVE:)

ce yan was kind of terrible. but considering the highest score in the class was 88, i was above average and the fact that i didn't practice at all (because my mom wasn't being helpful, she asked me to go to sleep, and i got home really late) the night before; i think i did pretty well :D
MATH TEST :O
nervous, because i wanna do good. trying to get a 7 here. lol, i'm such a nerd. i know. :) ugh, science is so pointless. and i have no clue to whats going on. i can do all the experiments and stuff, but i just can't figure out the PLAN. yoonah and i spent like 10 minutes more than everyone just sitting there, trying to find the right way to do the "separating mixtures".

i hate it:(

i've just figured out this genius mixes thingy on itunes is really useful when you don't want to pick out a random song. and you don't feel like putting on shuffle. :D:D:D:D ooh and one last thing. CAMP IN 4 DAYSSSSSSS<3
FINALLY.
and then mid-term. HANGOUTS AND LATE NIGHT SLEEPOVERS. :)
hahaha. i can't wait.
and.
you :)

I always get it better right afterward, when all the wrong impressions are said and heard. How come I can never get the right words, I need to convey, wish I could explain, the things that I have to work out.
signed, yours truly♥

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I ATE BLUEEEBERRY CHEESECAKE FOR BREAKFAST TODAY.
GOOD STUFF :D
i just realized that the song "don't forget" is really good :)
it reminds me of you.
the hardest thing is to miss someone who you see everyday.

Say, won't you stay; we can talk about nothing at all
We'll sit here and make up the words as we go along

The games, we could play
Maybe silently write us a song
Quietly shout from the roof that we don't belong

They told me baby she's crazy a little like you
Everyone said you were nothing but trouble and
All that I know is that I've never been here before
And though I'll never leave you, if it's alright with you
Dreaming of oceans while jumping in puddles and
All of my life I pretend you where there by the door
I don't need to pretend any more.

Strange, oh so strange
When it feels better being alone
You except there is nobody else and set it in stone
And then you, came along
Your reflection was so sad it's wrong
You made me believe once again that I could be wrong.

They told me baby she's crazy a little like you
Everyone said you were nothing but trouble and
All that I know is that I've never been here before
And though I'll never leave you, if it's alright with you
Dreaming of oceans while jumping in puddles and
All of my life I pretend you where there by the door
I don't need to pretend any more.

And it hurts, to know, there was somebody out there as strange and
As beautiful, as you
If I know, sooner

Maybe she's crazy a little like you
Everyone said you were nothing but trouble
All that I know is that I've never been here before
And though I'll never leave you, if it's alright with you
Dreaming of oceans while jumping in puddles and
All of my life I pretend you where there by the door
I don't need to pretend any more.

I don't need to pretend anymore
I don't need to pretend anymore <3

i hate the guy, even though its just a movie :P but the song is really sweet.
where are you now, because i'm thinking of you.

MERLIN SEASON 2<3
LOVEEE.

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FAME <3
THAT MOVIE IS SO AWESOME. watched it todayyyyy :)
so good. and and and ASHER BOOK <3

i miss youuuuuuuu
:(
"i know you're a thousand miles away but i'm hoping that somehow i can still take your breath away."

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHINA :)
60TH ANNIVERSARY.
we don't have school todayy.
yay.

haha i think the school thought it'd be pointless to have a public holiday on thursday and just go back to school for one day on friday before the weekend, so they made today a school holiday. :D

can't believe i woke up at 10:20am today.
i wanted to wake up at like 8, and instead i wake up once at 6:30, go back to sleep and end up finally waking up at 10.

weird right. ;)
lol.


yesterday i watched STEP UP AGAINNNNNNN :) its one of my favorite movies, and i was so bored.

LOVED THE 3RD EP OF OTH SEASON 7 <333333
alex dupree is pretty but shes still a bitch hahah.
watched glee today and tried to watch vampire diaries but the link failed. lol, i watched 7 minutes of it and it just stopped!

I AM CURRENTLY OBSESSED WITH MY GUITAR. :) and love watching videos of people playing acoustic guitar on youtube. this guy is AMAZING. i could just listen to his music all day.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsD6uEZsIsU&feature=channel_page

i like this song better though.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ddn4MGaS3N4&feature=related

its so relaxing :)
he's probably one of the best acoustic guitar players in the world, in my opinion. hehe.


and there's this other guy who is just WOW. see how fast his hands like FLY across the strings. but he's playing an electric guitar. still, he's really really good. people say its fake though. i can't tell, BUT I STILL THINK HE'S GOOD. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATub40Npxik&feature=channel_page


i have an insane obsession with guitars :)
ooh and i finally found my pick today. hahaha. i've been looking for it for so long.

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You are the one, the one that lies close to me.Whisper hello, I miss you quite terribly.I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.now theres no place else I could be

I'll miss the sounds of your voice, the touch of your hand, the feel of your skin, the taste of your kiss. I'll miss our five hour phone conversations, and our long walks just holding hands. I'll miss knowing your work schedule, and coming to your baseball games. I'll miss laying on my living room floor with you all day long. But even though I'm going to miss all these things, that's what memories are for. And one day I'll take out these memories and not feel a thing.

She's lying in bed at 3 AM,wondering why she believed him for so long.Tears run down her face as she picks up the phone& dials the number she knows by heart making sure to restrict it.Just the thought of him not picking up because he sees her name, it kills her, when he answers, she finally says everything she had needed to get off her chestfor the longest time.Too bad she purposely put it on mute.


Maybe I'm not meant to be over him.I mean, look at how many times I've tried.maybe its not working for a reason.

Long ago I lost my soul.To some forgotten dream.And how was I supposed to knowit wasnt as it seemed?And even though the last hello has left me on the floor. I dont believe in romeos or heroes anymore ..

Sometimes you don't know what you're missing until you reach out and touch it. Sometimes you can't see how beautiful something is until it steps back into the light. And sometimes you miss a love you almost didn't lose.

It's like you try so hard, to be everything he wants you to be, only to be turned down.

(yes this song is a VERY GOOD SONG SHERISE THANK YOUUU. )
If I walk would you run

If I stop would you come

If I say you’re the one would you believe me

If I ask you to stay would you show me the way

Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me

The world is catching up to you

while your running away to chase your dream

Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change and maybe im not ready

CHORUS

but im trying for your love I can hide up above

I will try for your love we’ve been hiding enough if I sing you a song would you sing along or wait till im gone , oh how we push and pull if I give you my heart would you just play the part or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful am I catching up to you while your running away , to chase your dreams its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change and maybe im not ready

CHORUS

but im trying for your love I can hide up above I will try for your love we’ve been hiding enough I will try for your love I can hide up above2x

Huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If I walk would you run

If I stop would you come

If I say you’re the one would you believe me.
i love you sher :)

signed, yours truly♥

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