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last day of november :)
which means..... DRUM ROLL PLEASE PEOPLE.
18 FREAKING MORE DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS VACATION.
WOOT.
or rather, 17 days, as eliza says.


i'm counting down. heheheheheehehehhee.
i can't wait.
dammit.
2 weeks seems so long.

ABE makes me laugh so much. xD

:)

I end up trapped behind words with secret meanings. So I'm waiting for the day when you ask me what I truly meant. - sherise's blog ;)

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past; Stop planning the future; Stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel; Stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel; &&sometimes, we just have to go with "whatever happens.. happens."

i'll always be your second best but maybe second isn't so bad but then again it depends who i'm behind

Wouldn't life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, Monday mornings were fun, junk food didn't make you fat, girls didn't cause drama, guys weren't so confusing, nothing was regrettable, & goodbyes only meant until tomorrow.

Always smile Even if it's a sad smilebecause even a sad smile is betterthen the sadness of not knowing how to smile.

Someone is waiting, someone who understands exactly how you feel. Someone is dreaming, someone is hoping just that this will be the day that you take your eyes off the ground, out of the blue, and see that someone is looking right back at you.

Have you seen her with her friends? That’s who she really is, not the shy, quiet girl that she’s pictured as. Take a closer look. She might actually surprise you.

and i'll forget the world that i knew, but i swear i won't forget you. -owl city

"One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain.” – Bob Marley

"Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I’m not perfect – and I don’t live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.” – Bob Marley

"Truth is, everyone’s gonna hurt you. You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.” – Bob Marley

don't know what's right from wrong anymore.

i spend my time chasing shadows, running round in circles till i end up where i started. all alone.

signed, yours truly♥

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trading yesterday :)

hahahaha.
[28/11/2009 PM 4:00:20] sherisee.: hey(::
[28/11/2009 PM 4:01:42] angie :): u went trading yesterday?! XD[28/11/2009 PM 4:01:57] sherisee.: haha
[28/11/2009 PM 4:01:58] sherisee.: noo
[28/11/2009 PM 4:02:00] sherisee.: its a ban:)
[28/11/2009 PM 4:02:03] sherisee.: band.
[28/11/2009 PM 4:02:04] sherisee.: omgsh.
[28/11/2009 PM 4:02:07] sherisee.: they aer so good.
[28/11/2009 PM 4:02:36] angie :): OHHHHHHH AHAHAHAHAHA SORRY MY BAD XD

they are seriously, freaking good.
she was stalking my blog. because she had nothing else to do.
i love you sher.
(:

omg. macau. HARD ROCK HOTEL. such a cool place, they have like the actual SIGNED guitars displayed there, donated by the actual bands. and there were also these really really awesome looking electric guitars; they're like designs, you don't actual play them because they would probably break, but seriously cool. one of them was like purple, and it was designed like a spiderweb. :D
and when you go down the escalator to the lobby, there's like a whole row of drums on the side, also donated by these different bands. pretty cool, and there's this framed cymbal and drum sticks with a signature on it, probably from some famous band.
i took pictures of that too.
those were for jt, and his crazy obsession with drums. :)))
hehe.

WEDNESDAY <3
AMYY.
can't wait.
and today i found out that i HAVE COUSINS THAT LIVE IN AUSTRALIA. how cool is that. one of them moved to macau like, 3 years ago, apparently. and we went to see them.
her name is sienna. :)
i instantly thought of amanda christian justina and sienna. ah, i miss them so much.
SHE'S FREAKIN CUTE. but she doesn't talk. like at all. hahaha.
how lonely she must be. :( i can't imagine being an only child, even if i seriously DISlike my sister.

Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in.
- DEAR JOHN TRAILER <3333

i wanna watch it so bad. and that song is freakinggg good. :D

i don't want to spend my life always missing someone or the other.

i spend the time missing you and i almost wish you wouldn't love me too.
-nicnac.

signed, yours truly♥

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JUST LIKE HEAVEN.
such a cool movie. :) sweet too.

"The workaholic Dr. Elizabeth Masterson has a car accident after twenty-six hours working in a hospital. Three months later, the landscape architect David Abbott is recovering from the loss of his wife, and rents her apartment with furniture in San Francisco. While living in the place, the spirit of Elizabeth, that only he is able to see, visits and argues with him, but later they fall in love for each other. David tries to find who Elizabeth was, and is surprised with his discovering."
from: imdb.com

its hilarious,
a guy in the restaurant: Whats wrong with him?
elizabeth: It's a tension pneumothorax
david: I think it's a tension nemothax, sir.
elizabeth: Pneumothorax.
david: Nuemathax, sir!
elizabeth: Pneumothorax!
david: Numathurman.
elizabeth: Never mind
david: Never mind!

she's talking to him, but only he can hear and see her.

david: Ok, I'm sorry, maybe you're not dead - maybe you're just really light.
xD

anyways.
whats up people.
another week has passedddddddddddd, and there's only 3 more weeks till christmas :))
woot.
DANCEEE. CAN'T WAIT.
JASSY <3

signed, yours truly♥

"She read books quickly and compulsively, paperback after paperback, as if she might drift away without the anchor of the printed page."

People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they’re not on your road doesn’t mean they’ve gotten lost.

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angie :)[24/11/2009 PM 10:27:45] angie :): yeah you freaking know, we are just so freaking cool. DONT U FREAKING AGREE WITH ME??[24/11/2009 PM 10:28:05] ღlittlemisssnow(:: I FERAKING AGREE. we write freaking long paragraphs to each other instead of freaking phrases.[24/11/2009 PM 10:28:05] ღlittlemisssnow(:: 0,0
[24/11/2009 PM 10:28:11] ღlittlemisssnow(:: but thats how freaking cool we are 8-)
[24/11/2009 PM 10:28:20] ღlittlemisssnow(:: 8- oh yeah bebe im freaking coming.
[24/11/2009 PM 10:28:52] angie :): SHAHAHAHAALAHFA;LSDFKJA;SDLKFAHAHAHAHAHAHAA FREAKING NERD DUDE TRYING TO BE FREAKING SEXY AND COPYING FREAKING MOVES OFF FREAKING LAME MOVIES[24/11/2009 PM 10:30:26] ღlittlemisssnow(:: HAHAHAHAHAHA[24/11/2009 PM 10:30:47] ღlittlemisssnow(:: well that freaking nerd is freaking cool the way his eyebrows freaking reminds me of freaking cadbury eyebrows. its freaking alluring me to go over and touch him.[24/11/2009 PM 10:30:49] ღlittlemisssnow(:: freak.
[24/11/2009 PM 10:30:50] ღlittlemisssnow(:: (:

freaking.
:)
love youuuuuuuu.

this is the first time you've spoken to me, face to face, in such a long time. it still hurts. i can't believe i can still feel that feeling that i kept buried inside for so long. i can't look at you, i can't look up when i talk to you. i'm afraid of falling again. i'm scared. of what, i don't think i know exactly. i don't think you understand, i wish you would. i don't wish what i used to, but i wish that you'd given me a second chance. to be just your friend. what is it that i did wrong?

the duck song WADDLE WADDLE HAHA ABE.
:D

freaking x's and freaking o's
signed, yours truly♥

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i think my new favorite word is dudes.
:)
i keep saying it. i'm getting annoyed at myself because i keep saying it to people. aanyways.

I SURRENDER - CELINE DION.
There's so much life I've left to live
And this fire is burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the way
To stand for every dream
And forsake this solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I'm in love with you

'Cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I can't survive
Another night away from you
You're the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there's no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I'll live again with love
And no they can't take that away from me
And they will see...

I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, baby
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Can't you hear my call
I surrender all

I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'll make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'll make you give them all to me
I'll hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything, I surrender all to you

Right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything, I surrender all to you

such an AMAZING SONG.
absolutely love the whole song. but i especially like the first time she sings the chorus, cuz the music sounds really good, and her voice is like, speaking to the heavens :)) kinda obsessed with it right now, but i can't quite sing along to it because its so powerful. celine dion is brilliant and amazingly talented, just can't imagine anyone else singing this song.
but sherise says it sounds sad.
hahaha.

missy higgins <33333
:)

ahahhahaaha jt made my day yesterday.
[23/11/2009 PM 8:51:50] JuStIn tAm: lol
[23/11/2009 PM 8:52:02] JuStIn tAm: u never knew i was a deep guy rite XD

[23/11/2009 PM 8:55:55] JuStIn tAm: good point
[23/11/2009 PM 8:56:54] JuStIn tAm: ugh
[23/11/2009 PM 8:56:59] JuStIn tAm: lets talk about this another day[23/11/2009 PM 8:57:03] angie :): lol.
[23/11/2009 PM 8:57:15] JuStIn tAm: counseling ppl hurts my head

he was being retarded HAHA jokes. made me laugh so much. i actually laughed out loud.
you are awesome jt :D

gonna go now. BYE:)

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i feel sick.
:(
i don't feel like going swimming.
i don't know why.
and my ear hurts.
i think i have an infection.
nowadays i just wanna stay at home and do nothing.
blast the music and shut the world out.
wish for tomorrow.

i love mornings now haha. afternoons and nighttimes are not so fun anymore. they feel like a drag.
blehhhhhh.

take me with you i start to miss you. so here's another day i'll spend away from you, another night i'm running.
bye peeps.

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(i'm writing this on the 22nd btws)
so hello everyone.
this is like way overdue, but happy birthdy star :)
NEW MOON IS OUT ALREADY IN THE US, AND WE HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER WHOLE MONTH. :(
but sherise of course, being sherise, has already probably downloaded it. hahahahahahahaha. ah well. not that big a twilight fan anyway. i like the books better.

EARRINGSSSS. <3
wanna go get a new hat. sometime soon.
sorry,
have to go finish my du shu bao gao.
screw it.
goodbye. for now :)

star's bday is in 2 days :)))

ms. lau's gonna be our homeroom teacher till YEAR 13 :O SHE'S OFFICIALLY AN EX-BLUE HOUSE AND A GREEN HOUSE PERSON NOWW :D hahaha. i thought it was just gonna be a temporary thingg, but turns out ms grier is not gonna be a homeroom teacher anymoree. cause she doesn't know how much she can handle after having two kids. TWINS. ain't she just luckyy?
;))
but its so sad.
and happy. cuz ms.lau's so coool. hahaha. kinda scary sometimes, but cool. i still remember last year's geo class. in the field studies room, we had so much fun. basically, we spent a whole period gossiping about teachers. haha. and people's relationships. and she didn't even get mad at us. SHE JOINED IN. XD
and i remember max's awesome pro debating skills in history. haha. it was hilarious. ahh. good times :) i miss year 7.

"She read books quickly and compulsively, paperback after paperback, as if she might drift away without the anchor of the printed page."

I like coincidences. They make me wonder about destiny, and whether free will is an illusion or just a matter of perspective. They let me speculate on the idea of some master plan that, from time to time, we’re allowed to see out of the corner of our eye.
- Chuck Sigars

The question will be, when the time comes, do you want to be saved?
- Captain Hook

Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss.
signed, yours truly♥

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ANGEL TAYLORR:)
sher and i are obsessed.
we have daily obsessions over different things. hahahaa. how cool are we?
:D
she's amazing. like seriously. acoustic versions are ALWAYS. the best :))
spinning wheels.
like you do.
LOVE <3
ah. freak. i hate you people who are going to watch owl cityy. i just read sherise's blog. hahaha;) bleh. but i'm not that bothered. i get to see my cousin in 16 days. yes, let's see. YEAH. its 16 days. for a moment i thought i'd counted wrong. so i had to go COUNT AGAIN. see, double checking. i'm smart yeah.
:D:D never seen her before, i hope she's cute. ahahaha. i'm so horrible to be hoping for that, but hey. wouldn't youuuu? ;)

ELECTIVESSSSS.
I WANT TO KILL YOUU.
i wish they'd never invented something called APPLE MAC SOUNDTRACK. AND THEN TURN IT INTO SOMETHING REALLY RETARDED LIKE MUSIC EXTENDED. bleh. i seriously hate you YOU KNOW THAT.
you suck.
you suck.
you suck.
you suck.
you suck.
you suck.
you suck.
you suck.
i am so sick of WRITING JUSTIFICATIONSS
AND CREATING FRIGGIN COMPOSITIONS.
DAMMIT.
I FEEL LIKE STABBING MY BOOK.
i told this to jackie xD
you know what i was imagining???
so you people know harry potter and the chamber of secrets RIGHTTTT? yeah so in the end he like stabs the diary with the basilisk and stuff. i was imagining THAT happening to my book, like you know, with the blood pouring out and all? OH. and the screams. haha don't forget the scream.

i'm so imaginative.
okay, i just dedicated that whole paragraph to bs-ing about my electives.
i feel much better now.
:)))))))))))))
i love my new blogskin. SNOTTY.
hehe.

You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background?. It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.
one tree hill.

as she walks down the beach, she stops, turns around and looks- she sees only one pair of footprints. and can't help but wonder where the other pair is.

the song tik tok is stuck in my head.

Im talkin' bout -
pedicures on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite cd's
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party dont stop no.

:) i hope you're satisfied now sher.
signed, yours truly♥

p.s 18 more days till your birthdayy. miss you.

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There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at the stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that they’ll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that they’ll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to door places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now,

Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together
I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together

i fell in love with that the moment i heard the preview of it on itunes.
:)
such a beautiful song.
its soothing too.

sweeney todd. :D great performance guys. it was awesome.
eliza loved jade's accent HAHA. she kept telling me that.

"What should I do about the wild and the tame? The wild heart that wants to be free, and the tame heart that wants to come home. I want to be held. I don't want you to come too close. I want you to scoop me up and bring me home at nights. I don't want to tell you where I am. I want to keep a place among the rocks where no one can find me. I want to be with you."
signed, yours truly♥

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HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIII.
FRIDAY THE 13TH.
:O
there actually wasn't anything unlucky about today. unless you count the stupid zuo wen we had to do in chinese class.
i would say it was pretty lucky actually.
hahahaha.
such irony, considering everything that happened yesterday.

anyways.
VAMPIRE DIARIES.
FREAKING FREAKING INTENSE.
:)
SO SCARY. AH.
BUT NONETHELESS VERY GOOD.
CANT WAIT TILL NEXT FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYY.
XD
i so got jt obsessed with it.
haha.
i had a good time today.
lol. i'm just realizing that.

ROCKETMAN. OMG.
HAVE YOU WATCHED ROCKETMAN? YOU HAVE TO WATCH ROCKETMAN. its like some retarded disney channel original movie, but trust me, its freaking hilarious. you'll spent like 99% of the time laughing.
most of its because of retardedness.
haha. its an epic fail, but an epic win for us. HAHA.

i'm bored now.
lallalalalalalalalalalalala. <---- this is what nicki does. xD ASD;FLAKSJDF;ALKSDJF;ASDLKJF;ASLDKJF;ALSKDJFA;
SLDKFJA;SLDFJAS;DFLJAS;DLKFJA;SDFKJA;SDLKFJA;SLDKFJ.
^---that's what i do. hahahaha. :) i'm cool.

AH.GOSHNESS.
EVERYTHING - MICHAEL BUBLE
REVELATION SONG - PHILLIPS, CRAIG AND DEAN
AVALANCHE - DAVID COOK
BRAVE
LOVE LETTER
STOP CRYING YOUR HEART OUT
ALIVE - LEONA LEWIS :)

that's probably all of my fav songs right now. lol. not all time favs. just at this very moment.
but seriously, sooo good. and thanks to jt, for recommending me the michael buble song. yay.

haha. sherise has a weird obsession with the jo bros.
AND I HAVE A WEIRD OBSESSION WITH CAPS. AND LINKINGWORDSTOGETHERMAINLYBECAUSEMYENTERBUTTON
ONTHEKEYBOARDDOESNTREALLYWORKPROPERLYBUTWHOCARES
HAHAHA.
yes yes yes i know what you're thinking.
stop thinking it. because you're wrong. :D

i'm a happy person. i swear i am. i sing in the shower and dance down the hallways. i laugh and giggle, i do all the things happy people do. i just love life, but that does not mean i don't miss him. it doesn't mean i don't wish things had ended differently and it doesn't mean that i don't get upset over the fact that he doesn't miss me at all. no, it doesn't mean that at all.

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.
signed, yours truly♥

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11.11 :)
remembrance day.
we always celebrate this at school; one minute of silence.
i really like the numbers 11.11. it seems pretty cool :) kinda nice, but this is a really sad celebration.
lol.

anyways. i don't like high jump now. two accidents happened to me on it hahahaha. i'm a fail. and such a clumsy person. xD yesterday i twisted my foot, going on the wrong side, and not doing landing on the mat properly. today, i slipped on the cones and fell face flat on the GROUND. and i banged my arm on the floor when i fell, and it stung. how embarrassing is that. haha. so you see, high jump is not very pleasant for me.

DECEMBER 2ND.
:)
tomorrow.
:)
DECEMBER 19TH.
:)
JANUARY 22ND.
:)
i seriously cannot wait for those days.
december 2nd: my 3 year old cousin who i have never seen before is coming to visitt :)
tomorrow: GLEE. AH. WAITED FOR 2 WEEKS ALREADY :)
hahahahahaha.
december 19th: WHISTLERRRRRRR. CHRISTMASSS<3 SNOWBOARDINGG<3
january 22nd: END OF SEMESTER 1. THANK GOD. no music, no music electives SHOUT FOR JOY.
:)
and the end of semester 1 means VISUAL ARTS. i love that subject haha.
but then it means geo, which i hate.
oh well.
compromise.
haha.

LOVE DEALER.
ESMEE DENTERS. SHE IS AMAZING. :)
that song is so catchy AND addictive.

love love dealer.

wow, i can't believe its already wednesday. seems like just yesterday that i went to watch this is it :D but still, feels like time is passing so slowwwwwwwly. :(
weekends come quicker!

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight.

signed, yours truly♥

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THIS IS IT.
:)
no moonwalk. sad, it was just like 2 seconds here and there.
hahahahaha SMOOTH CRIMINAL - ANNE ARE YOU OKAY, ARE YOU OKAY ANNIE.
XD
thriller new version is so freaky. i can't believe they actually dress like that for the filming. thought it was just computer generated stuff. xDD must be so hard to move in those weird costumes.

HOLD. LIGHTS DOWN, FADE OUT. love that bit :)
had fun with you awesome guys xD

bleh, i wish the weather was colder.
its so humid, so HOT.
dammit.

90210.
o.O
i used to like annie, now i hate her. SHE IS SO STUPID.
AND JASPER. AHH.
haha BYE BYE NO DRAMA ADRIANNA. :P
so sad.
ivy & liam.
she's pretty, and they go together pretty well. but still, liam & naomi :)))
and omg.
sasha, is one of michael jackson's dancers!!!!
HOW COOL IS THAT.

my life would be so much easier if i could just hate you. but oh no, my heart has other plans. everytime i look at you, i get a strange feeling. it's not there when i look at anyone else. just you. you make me so frustrated.
why do i miss you.

"i love you b davis."
"i love you too p sawyer."
OTH<3

signed, yours truly♥

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SCHOOL FAIR.
wasn't as good as last years, but hey, at least i got some good stuff. hahaha :) good stuff at such a ridiculously cheap price. i'm probably most proud of my gold bangles hahahaha.
i've always wanted some of those. i wish they had silver ones, but oh well. there's so manyy. like 20 at least.
which IS COOL :D
&&&&
AERODRIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
YAY.
WOOT.
CHEER CHEER.
CLAP CLAP.
hahaha.

they were pretty amazing, seriously.
especially j.t.
haha. i'm likee 'SUCH A BIG FAN'. jokes. but you are really really REALLY good. and you know it xD

AHHHHHHHHH.
VAMPIRE DIARIES.
ONE TREE HILL.
90210.
MERLIN.
GLEE NEXT WEEKKK!
:)
they are all such different shows. but ALL SOO ADDICTIVE.
my favorite is still one tree hill, of course. hehe.

It's hard to talk, to say what's deep inside
It's hard to tell the truth, when you've always lied

How do you love someone without getting hurt?
How do you love someone without crawling in the dirt?
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
?How do you love, how do you love someone?

How do you love someone and make it last?
How do you love someone without tripping on the past?

When you feel like you are all alone
Just like your best friend up and gone
Don't worry now
Don't worry now
I've been there yeah, I know how it feels
To wonder if love is even real
Don't worry now
Don't worry now

It's gonna be ok.

signed, yours truly♥

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ohmygod that episode of one tree hill was just beautiful:) so sweet and so sad.
you're back. and now you've gone again. wish i could've seen you. miss you a lot. bleh. blogging is no fun anymore. i never have anything to blog about. hmm, lemme think. oh i know, HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE.
:)
yesterday was AWESOME. i had so much fun with albert and jamie hahahaha. albert was a she-male and jamie was going for a walk XD "SHE MALE IS THE NEW MALE" - credits to albert.
i laughed for the whole 2 hours.
someone on the street told albert he was gorgeous, with his moms wig although he kept complaining the wig was itchy. HAHAHAHA.

it was the best halloween. i think every years halloween is great:) each for its own reason. last year jamie had her epic fail attempt to take mirror pictures hahahahaha. it was really fun. and natalie kept my shirt for like weeks. xD

QUOTES<3
quotes explain my life better than i can.

i'm a happy person. i swear i am. i sing in the shower and dance down the hallways. i laugh and giggle, i do all the things happy people do. i just love life, but that does not mean i don't miss him. it doesn't mean i don't wish things had ended differently and it doesn't mean that i don't get upset over the fact that he doesn't miss me at all. no, it doesn't mean that at all.

you don't just "fall in love." there's a lot more to it. first you get distracted. second, you begin to stumble. third, you try to catch your balance. and then you fall and hit the ground and finally, you realize there's nobody there to help you up. so you wipe it off, fake a grin and stand.

today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of you. every song i heard somehow related to you. i hate days like today because they remind me of the one thing i don't have.

"do you know how many nights i've cried over you? how many good days i've wasted thinking about you? how many boys i let pass me by, thinking you would be back?" she screamed her heart out at the boy she once loved. "it's your turn," were her last words as she turned around and walked away.

she said that she wanted to get high; he took her to the tallest hill in town. she said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink; he gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated pepsi and said, "drink up." she said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face; he gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face and helped her pull the trigger. she said that she wanted to cut herself; he took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors and had her cut it up. she said that she wanted to see her blood; he took her to get her ears pierced. she said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep; he had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. she said that she wanted to be alone; he gave her a nametag that read, "my name is: alone." she said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always; he asked her when he wasn't.

i just absolutely love the last one. its sooooo sweet:)

the bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
when people say things that bring you to your knees,I'll catch you
the time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
but I'll hold you through the night until you smile

whoa oh I need you baby
don't be afraid please
jump then fall, jump then fall into me

every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you.

signed, yours truly♥

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