ohmygod that episode of one tree hill was just beautiful:) so sweet and so sad.
you're back. and now you've gone again. wish i could've seen you. miss you a lot. bleh. blogging is no fun anymore. i never have anything to blog about. hmm, lemme think. oh i know, HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE.
:)
yesterday was AWESOME. i had so much fun with albert and jamie hahahaha. albert was a she-male and jamie was going for a walk XD "SHE MALE IS THE NEW MALE" - credits to albert.
i laughed for the whole 2 hours.
someone on the street told albert he was gorgeous, with his moms wig although he kept complaining the wig was itchy. HAHAHAHA.
it was the best halloween. i think every years halloween is great:) each for its own reason. last year jamie had her epic fail attempt to take mirror pictures hahahahaha. it was really fun. and natalie kept my shirt for like weeks. xD
QUOTES<3
quotes explain my life better than i can.
i'm a happy person. i swear i am. i sing in the shower and dance down the hallways. i laugh and giggle, i do all the things happy people do. i just love life, but that does not mean i don't miss him. it doesn't mean i don't wish things had ended differently and it doesn't mean that i don't get upset over the fact that he doesn't miss me at all. no, it doesn't mean that at all.
you don't just "fall in love." there's a lot more to it. first you get distracted. second, you begin to stumble. third, you try to catch your balance. and then you fall and hit the ground and finally, you realize there's nobody there to help you up. so you wipe it off, fake a grin and stand.
today was just one of those days where everything i did reminded me of you. every song i heard somehow related to you. i hate days like today because they remind me of the one thing i don't have.
"do you know how many nights i've cried over you? how many good days i've wasted thinking about you? how many boys i let pass me by, thinking you would be back?" she screamed her heart out at the boy she once loved. "it's your turn," were her last words as she turned around and walked away.
she said that she wanted to get high; he took her to the tallest hill in town. she said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink; he gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated pepsi and said, "drink up." she said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face; he gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face and helped her pull the trigger. she said that she wanted to cut herself; he took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors and had her cut it up. she said that she wanted to see her blood; he took her to get her ears pierced. she said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep; he had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. she said that she wanted to be alone; he gave her a nametag that read, "my name is: alone." she said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always; he asked her when he wasn't.
i just absolutely love the last one. its sooooo sweet:)
the bottoms gonna drop out from under our feetI'll catch you, I'll catch youwhen people say things that bring you to your knees,I'll catch youthe time is gonna come when you're so mad you could crybut I'll hold you through the night until you smilewhoa oh I need you babydon't be afraid pleasejump then fall, jump then fall into meevery time you smile, I smileand every time you shine, I'll shine for you.signed, yours truly♥
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