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WELL.
HELLO GUYS, FROM WHISTLERR :)
finally got internet.
i'm happy now :)
i'm in the library right now which is kinda cool, it's huge. and actually really nice. got good books too :D
the best thing about it is that it has free wifi :D
ahaha, i know
i'm a nerd.
shush, i'm kinda proud of it. hehe.

anyways.
i miss you all so much.
the snows awesome here though, i love coming here every christmas. its just beautiful.
but freezing, always.
took a break from snowboarding today and just decided to hang out, watch some tv.
haha we spent the whole day strolling around the village and spending time in the library. fun :)
but i get to see christian amanda justin and sienna sooon. like tomorrow ;DD
which is so awesome.
i saw christian already, yesterday after we got off the gondola.
saw sienna already too.
four seasons is pretty great, so i'm happy to see it again. DANCE DANCE REVOLUTIONNN :)
ah, good times. good times.

happy birthday sienna btw:)

damn i seriously miss you guys.
but anywayss.
imma stop blogging now and do something else.

take me with you i don't wanna be alone tonight.
signed, yours truly<3

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today was so fun ;DD
brian lee, cheri tse, jasmine cheung, jacqueline van, abraham jones
THANK YOU GUYS FOR AN AMAZING AFTERNOON.
missing you guys alreadyy.
merry christmas guys♥

WHISTLER TMRW
:)
really excited. but sad leaving my friends behinddd.
ah.
can't post right now, but i'll post when i'm in whistler.
i hope the plane flight goes well.

loves.
signed, yours truly ♥

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omg guess WHAT PEOPLEE.
TODAY IS DECEMBER 17TH.
WHICH MEANS.....

TOMORROW IS THE START CHRISTMAS VACATION:))
woot.
leaving for whistler in TWO days!
so happy.

oth.
my favorite sin :)
hahaha.
ah season 4 is so freaky. especially the last few eps.
i'm watching season 1 now, since there's no season 4 eps on youku:(
nathan was so stupid.
and peyton was just kinda weird, but i felt sorry for her.

miss you already.
let your soul soar and i'll fly with you.

just maybe you'll remember me.

things that i keep inside, they become a part of me.
to all those second chances that changed their mind on me.
i want to grow wings and fly.
soar into the open air and feel the world disappear.

You've been given all I have;
When you come around, I seem to give in.
In a fight, I'll never win,
'cause all the while,
you're my favourite sin.

So I salute you with both hands.
It's unbearable pain, but time well-spent.
Never communicate, Never say a word, always keep it in.
signed, yours truly♥

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taking a break from science.
actually, not even started yet.
xD
procrastination, procrastination.

3 DAYS.
3 DAYS
3 DAYS.
3 DAYS.
3 DAYS.
3 DAYS
3 DAYS.
i just need to survive tomorrow and thursday. and i'll be fine.
friday <3

things you just won't understand.
* She's been hurt so many times before this that you'd think it would be routine by now, you'd think she wouldn't let this get to her. But the truth is, she trusted you.

* Its funny how you go forever wanting to be loved,&& + then when the world falls in love with you,you don't want any of it anymore.

- I wish everyone didn't have such high expectations of me because it's bad enough I let myself down I don't need to let everyone else down too.

- If everybody deserves a second chance, would it mean that we also have the freedom to waste the first?

to all those second chances that changed their mind.
THROUGH THE GLASS - STONE SOUR <3
love love love.

THE MESS I MADE - PARACHUTE <3
quadruple love :)

i think i probably have to get back to my science now.
signed, yours truly♥

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there's a beating to your heart, that i just can't be apart.

i'm holding on for dear life,
but my heart slips away,
slips away.

listen to the things she says,
listen carefully.
open your heart to the girl who hasn't woken up yet,
the girl with half smiles and a sea of broken dreams.

maybe you'll,
stay.

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200 post :)
i know, slow right. hahaha i bet everyones got like millions more than me.
havent blogged much lately.
anywhoo.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TRICIA TAN.
AKA FISHERS :)
still working on your birthday present, hope you like it.
have a GREAT 12TH.
cant believe your only 12 -.-
xD

at night i wonder.
whisper secrets to the moon, shining outside my window.
i stare out at the blinding lights and i think of you.
night after night.
you're the last thing i think of before i fall into darkness.
everytime i see that smile, i fall all over again.

Well, maybe I'm down low
Maybe I'm up high
Maybe I'm losing my own mind
You know that there are no other two hearts
Closer than ours
Maybe you'll follow
Maybe you'll stay
I'm praying you won't give yourself away
You know that you are the only one
I promise the stars
You are

With your hands in mine
We'll soar through the night
And like the dozens of space ships

We'll dance with satellites
We'll keep our eyes closed
And we won't let go
And with the millions of stars
We will never be alone

But would you risk the broken bones
Just to call this place home?
This could be home

Well, maybe I'm down low
Maybe I'm up high
Maybe I'm losing my own mind
You know that there are no other two hearts
Closer than ours
Maybe you'll follow
Maybe you'll stay
I'm praying you won't give yourself away
You know that you are the only one
I promise the stars
You are

And I, I
Want you, my only lover
And I, I
Want you, my only lover.
- promise the stars, we the kings <3

signed, yours truly♥

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all i ever wanted was a simple way to get over you.
so maybe,
this time,
i'll be bulletproof.

LEYTONN <3
i'm watching leyton videos on youtube.
soooooo sweet.

peyton: lucas i love you. i'm in love with you.
lucas: oh.
HAHA^^^

brooke was such a b-i-t-c-h in season 4, to peyton.
but then she got nicer.
i still love sophia bush :)
can't believe chad cheated on her. stupid chad.
LUCAS'S HAIRRRR.
it pisses me off.
so weird.
haha he should've got a haircut. like seriously.
it got so much better in season 6.
:)

ah.
psycho derek:(
he freaked me out so badly.
but good thing is that her other brother is nice enough.
her reaal brother.

we never stop watiting for something.

sometimes all you wish for is somebody to wish for you.

one freaking tree hill.
my lovee.
(:
omfg, GLEEEE <3
i absolutely love the ending. a brilliant way to end the season. i cant wait for SEASON 2.
emma and will, FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
love love love love them.
90210.
yay.
liam and naomi. :)
i don't know why everyones hating on ivy. i like her xD
but still.
they're the best.
LIAM <3

vampire diaries.
make it or break it.
10 things.
i miss those shows.
can't wait for january.
(:

okay i sound so obsessed. i didn't plan on filling this post with tv show info, but oh well.
imma go rest my eyes for awhile now.
maybe play some piano or guitar.
or draw something.
probably read.
i'm such a nerd, right?

signed, yours truly♥

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it wasn't so hard before.
now it almost hurts.

it feels so hard, i keep telling myself to push forward and leave you behind, but somehow i still can't do it.
i try and i try but i keep failing.
so i try again, and again.
when do i stop trying.
am i even trying?

so many questions, i need an answer.
you don't need me anymore, but i miss you.
why does the world work like that.

it's like walking on snow, and not leaving a trace.
signed, yours truly♥

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EPISODE 12:
SOME ROADS LEAD NOWHERE <33333333
one tree hill is officially back.
this ep and the last ep weree epic ::)
ahahhahaha.
serious.

dan: i miss you big brother, every second of every day.

clay: but if you sign with me, you should know that i plan to fall insanely and completely in love with quinn.

arghh.
brooke :(
julian :(
MILLICENT :@@
I FRIGGIN HATE YOU.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO AND KEEP BEING A STUPID PERSON.

damn. cw is so mean.
no more oth episodes till JANUARYY.
no more 90210.
no more glee.
NOTHING.
oh wait, there's still merlin. i hope!
but oh well.
i'm gonna be in canada :)
SNOWBOARDING FTW. yayyy.

there's someone in her past that she hasn't gotten over yet. each day is like the last [&] she misses what she can't forget. it's just [&] empty space where something used to be. now she guards the gate, but she's lost the key. so no one enters, but no one leaves.

She's the kind of girl you forget as soon as you meet. She is the crust on the bread; every face you have ever forgotten. She is the verse to that song on the radio, the forgettable. But broken hearts and backstabbing drama couldn't touch her; she's far beyond that.

She's got that faking smile thing down and watching him just makes her hurt more, and really all she ever wanted was someone to tell her it's alright.

I'm done pretending!
So here is goes....
No, I'm not okay with the fact that you broke my heart.
No, I'm ok with the fact that we don't even talk anymore. and to top it all off
No, I'm not okay with the fact that....I fell in love with you in the first place.

trust is a fragile thing. once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom. but once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. Those we're closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue. in the end, most people decide to only trust themselves. it really is the simplest way from getting burned.

I need something like morphine only better.
i need something like amnesia, for things I know.
i need something like an asylum, 'cause I go wild.
i need something like dynamite for the mess I'm in.
i need something bad and I need it now.
i need something, I need you.


did i say something stupid?
there goes one more mistake
do i bore you with my problems?
is that why you turn away?
do you know how hard i tried
to become what you want me to be?

take me,
this is all that i've got
this is all that i'm not
all that i'll ever be
i've got flaws, i've got faults
keep searching for your perfect heart
it doesn't matter who you are
we all have our scars
we all have our scars.

scars - allison iraheta <3

ANALYSING PEOPLE'S BLOGGING STYLE: i love you starr hahahaha :)

you're really special to me, never ever forget that.
sometimes we just need to open up and say the things we need to say, before it's all too late. it's now or never. one tree hill.

signed, yours truly ♥

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me: it's raining!
therena: ohh.
me: i actually like it when it rains.
therena: YOU DO?! IT'S ALL BLACK, IT'S SO EMO!
xD
hahaha.
sooo funny.

nicki: hey look, it's drizzling emo-ness!

SHERISE GOT ME WATCHING BRUCAS VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE AGAINN.
brucas = brooke + lucas
i love sophia bush.
JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE. AHAHA I WATCHED THAT YESTERDAY, IT WAS GOOD.
:)
OUR CRAZY OBSESSION WITH ONE TREE HILL <3
i told you we had this thing in common :)
absolutely love that show to death.
i hope tomorrow's ep is good.

one tree hill ftw ♥

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i reach for you and find my heart.

amy :)
gonna miss you when you leave, even though you don't talk much.

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DANCE :)
jassy <3
TIK TOK MUSIC VIDEO.
HAHA I HAD A BLAST WITH YOU TODAY :)
i love you :)

things that i can't say.
things that i won't say.
but things that i must say.
what do i do.
it's getting harder and harder every single day.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYYYYY.
your two years older than me now xD
and halfway across the world.
i miss you.

nothing ever hurt like you.
broken strings.
breathless.
insomnia.
bulletproof.
LOVE THESE SONGS ♥

i ne'er was struck before that hour
with love so sudden and so sweet,
her face it bloomed like a sweet flower
and stole my hear away complete.

be composed - be at ease with me...
not till the sun excludes you do i exclude you,
not till the waters refuse to glisten for you and the leaves to rustle for you, do my words
refuse to glisten and rustle for you.

i wander all night in my vision,...
bending with open eyes over the shut eyes of sleepers,
wandering and confused, lost to myself, ill-assorted, contradictory,
pausing, gazing, bending, and stopping.

our souls were one, if you must know
and never shall they be apart;
with spendid dawn, your face aglow
i reach for you and find my heart.

- the notebook. <3

signed, yours truly♥

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jackie is showing me weird pictures of roller coasters.
i wonder why.
AHAHAHA. THERES ONE THATS IN BALI.
I LOVE BALI.
:)
i just have to say, i really like those pictures that she sent me. hehehehehehe. they're funny to look at. reminds me of how awesome IT IS. i bet you'll never guess what they are. :D

but anyways.
onto something else.
PTC'S TMRW.
other people had their today; i hope the "comments" teacher makes are good!! kinda scared.
hehe. CE YAN.
I WAS LIKE HYPERVENTILATING.
but lucky for me, i didn't get too bad a score.
phew.
but i was seriously freaking out. i haven't told my dad what i got yet. i hope he wouldn't be too mad at me. xD
JACKIE IS A _____.
she got the best score, PSH.
:) yeah i know i love you. but still.

i think today's episode of one tree hill came up again. the ones before were just really boring. even for such a big fan like me :) my favorite ep of season 7 is i and love and you. omg. james lafferty directed that episodeeeeeee <3 hehe. he has great directing skills, as well as acting. how cool is that.
ALEX IS CRAZY.
i can't believe:
CLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OMG.
DAN.
RACHEL.
MILLICENT.
BROOKE.
JULIAN.
i hate millicent now. she used to be cool, but now she's real stupid. i can't believe she would do that to brooke or mouth. such a freaking b*tch.
i feel so sorry for brooke :(((((
and i actually like victoria now.
haha.
she was so mean in season 6, but now she's sooo nice to brooke.

I'm sitting here trying my hardest not to look your way. Not because i don't want to see you, But because i just know that when i look up, you won't be looking back.

I hold on when I should let go. I wait for answers I'll never get to know. I hope for clarity and understanding, but I only find the emptiness expanding. I can't find the heartbeat of this city.

Maybe I should have seen the signs. I should have read the writing on the wall and realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.

Under the streetlight,dancing by herself,she is waiting for a car to stop,a star to fall, someone to change her life.

signed, yours truly♥

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pinch punch first day of the month.
DECEMBER.
i love december.
it's my favorite month after february.
:)

i don't understand.
i need to understand.
why can't i understand.
this is so frustrating.
i wonder if you know me at all.

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want I'll try to love again, (try)
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...

OOHHH,
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want I'll try to love again
(Try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know, OOHHH....

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
When it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst
OOHHH, the first cut is the deepest
Baby I know (baby I know)
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again...

sheryl crow :))
GRAMMYS.
KELLY CLARKSON.
woot.
that was last years, i think she shoulda won an award for fastest speaker ever. xD

i loved you.
did you ever know that.
would you care, did you care?

signed, yours truly♥

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