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OHMYGOD VAMPIRE DIARIES :)
asdf;lkajsd;flakjs freaky freaky freaky. THERES LIKEEE,
3 NEW VAMPIRES IN TOWN.
i wonder if they killed logan yet. otherwise that'll be 4. hmm, maybe i didn't watch that part. hehe.
wait let's see.
so excluding logan there'ss; noah, that girl and ben.
well that is 3.
then noah dies.
:O
my gosh.
i wonder what's gonna happen next fri :D
ITS GONNA BE A FLASHBACK EPP. <3

my birthday in 6 FREAKING DAYS.
i'm excited this year. :)
i have to swim d.2 on that day though, which kinda sucks but i get to celebrate it with likee, claudia. haha :D
THIRTEEN.
:O
bad, cause i have to swim with the 13-14s and they are soo fast.
but good, because i'm finally 13. :)
anyways.
happy birthday justina for friday.
another cinderella story ;)

CHRISTY'S BDAY IS IN 9 DAYS.
i remember this so much; i now know her for a year. hahahaha.
she gave me the coolest bag :)
i love youuuu.

ahaha I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING SO COOL.
I AM NOW TIARA'S TWIN SISTER :)
[PM 7:09:05] Tofu: i now have a twin sister
(:
it totally works cuz my bday is right after hers. YAY.

I’m still trying to figure out how to tell you I was wrong
I can’t fill the emptiness inside since you’ve been gone
So is it you or is it me?
I know I said things that I didn’t mean
But you should’ve known me by now
You should’ve known me

If you believed
When I said
I’d be better off without you
Then you never really knew me at all
If you believed
When I said
That I wouldn’t be thinking about you
You thought you knew the truth but you’re wrong
You’re all that I need
Just tell me that you still believe

I can’t undo the things that led us to this place
But I know there’s something more to us than our mistakes
So is it you or is it me
I know I’m so blind when we don’t agree
But you should’ve known me by now

<33

absolutely love skillet.

Had a little love, but I spread it thin
Falling in her arms and out again
Made a bad name for my game around town
Tore up my heart, and shut it down

Nothing to do
Nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do
No one but me
And that's all I need

I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah)
'Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me.

&& john mayerrrr <3
love his album.
battle studies ftw.
thankyouuuuuuuuuu jt for getting it for my birthdayy :D
you are AWESOME.

in too deep, in way way way too deep.
what if your supposed to draw your own line?
signed, yours truly♥

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that post before,
jamie typed :)

she is a weirdo.
but she's my weirdo. and she made me laugh. from looking at convos with her friends. i never knew canto was so funny. :D

ad;flaksjd;flaksjdf;laksdjfa;slkdjfa;sldkfjas;dlkfj
i think i am officially messed up.
i don't know where we stand.
i can't figure out where i stand.
i can't back out now, i'm too deep in. i can't remember how it all started, i was in the middle before i realized.
i didn't want it and i don't want it.

i'm a huge hypocrite xD
i tell people not to lie to their hearts, but i do that. on a daily basis. well i try. but when i can tell my head that, i can't fool my heart. but i can't tell what the signs are saying. it's like i'm being pulled both ways, never knowing which way to lean to. if i just knew, maybe i wouldn't hurt like this.

how do you know what's love?
how do you know when's love?

where is the line?

anyways.
i got a haircut today. it actually doesn't look that bad. better than i expected :) i look like claudia now. which is a good thing, cause she's GORGEOUS. but you know, in cases like these, change is always the spur of the moment decisions. so i guess i'm just gonna have to stick around and see what happens.

may, jackie, eliza, sher, i love you all :)

you give me life with those funny faces,
you somehow always know just what to say,
just two kids, baby, always trying to live it up
whoa, yeah, thats our kind of love.
that's our kind of love.

cause love only comes,
once in awhile.
and knocks on your door,
throws you a smile,
and takes every breath.
leaves every scar,
speaks through your soul,
and sings to your heart.

signed, yours truly♥

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My birthday's in a week!!!!><
i am sooooooooooo hyper today !!!!!!
i nearly jumped off the roof top but it was too high...
i nearly fall into the water but it was too cold ><<<<<<<<<<<>
hehe=]

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SPORTS DAY WAS...

LEMME GIVE YOU ONE WORD.

A-W-E-S-O-M-E.

yeah, green totally owned.
I TOLD YA'LL.
(:
especially that last relay, the final event of the day and by far the best.
WE WERE THE BOMB.
until james.
haha im not blaming anybody, he's still amazing. :D
and i have to admit, i did pretty well.
hehehehe i have like god speed. HELL YEAH.
joking, i'm not actually that fast.

but it was fun.
and i lost my voice the first 10 minutes into the day. woot :)
theme song of my life. kinda goes like this:

BOOM BOOM BOOM.
EVERYBODY SAY GREEN HOUSE,
GREEN HOUSE!

EVERYBODY LOOKS SO FINE,
WHEN YOU'RE WEARING GREEN LIKE I'M.
COME ON LET'S SAY IT AGAIN,
WHICH HOUSE DO WE RECOMMEND?

orr.. ;)

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD,
BUT GREEN GATORS WILL WIN THE GOLD.

or maybe just insane cheering.
screaming my head off and just green gators ftw :)
don't worry, i know i have no life.

in my spare time and when he's not online,
i like to post random pictures of funny stuff on abe's profile. hahahahahaha his turtle rant, impersonation of peter chow, got me so obsessed with turtles. i found this really cool picture of a turtle/hamburger. :D ask abe, it actually looked so cool. i wanted to eat it. ANDD. there were such thing as rasberry turtles, they're like seriously PINK.
and then because i couldn't find any other interesting pictures of turtles, i looked up animals. did you know, that there's such thing as ANIMAL OLYMIPICS. epic lizard playing ping pong.

HOW COOL IS THAT?

;D and i made a name for his turtle. well i searched turtle names in google.
but there was this awesome one: elma peetie munchkin
i loved it. :D
and i made one of my own: pookie bubba bem
guess what. BEM MEANS PEACE. SO ITS LIKE, TURTLE PEACE. HAHA.

Tell me are you feeling lost? have you crossed
Into places that you never knew to get through?
Tell me are you gonna cry all night?
Tell me the truth and ill tell you the truth
If you gamble everything for love
You're gonna be alright
Alright

Make a list of things you need
Leave it empty
Except for number one - write love,
Gamble everything
Keep it under lock and key
If you wanna you can gamble everything for love

Love me with an open heart
Tell me anything
We can find a place to start to gamble everything
We can set this thing apart
Cos were gonna
Gonna gamble everything for love

Tell me do you lose your way each day?
Are there people you don't recognize?
Do they lie?
Tell me do they make you feel too real?
Tell me the truth and ill tell you the truth
If you gamble everything for love
You're gonna be alright
Alright
<3

signed, yours truly♥

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i freaking love one tree hill :)
its my favorite obsessionn.

best music best drama best show best loves.
(:
WEEKS GO BY LIKE DAYS WAS THE PERFECT RETURNING EPISODE.
BROOKE:((
i feel sooo sorry for her. history repeats, and even though julian is not lucas and alex isnt peyton (thank god for that, peytons so much better :D), he's still hurting her so much.
at least alex is better.
a bit.
shes still ugh for getting in the way of julian and brooke.
JULIAN :@
i am very mad at julian.
bitchtoria is getting soft;)
i like her more now, she's so much like a mom to brooke which is nice. but i can't believe shes still helping millicent. now that is a person whos definition is MESSED UP.
and :O,
TAYLORRS BACK.
WITH DAVID.
ZOMG.
i can't believe she would do that to quinn. shes not even pretty xD
i can't believe nathan lost his VIRGINITY to her.
HHAHA.

i want lucas and peyton to come backkkkk:)
see, i just love one tree hill so much.

so another tv show.
LIFE UNEXPECTED <3333333333 AND VAMPIRE DIARIES.
GUESS WHAT.
ELENAS ADOPTED.
holy crap, i knowwww;)
i bet this is so much different from the books, at least the first two, the ones i've read. elena becomes a vampire at the end of the second book. i have to say i like the elena in the tv show so much better than the one in the book, book elena seems so obnoxious and stuck up. so, dependent. so, queen bee type-ish miss popular who cares about anyone else kinda girl. way too desperate, i think.
and brunette is better than blonde. :D

but the next ep promo probably suggests that shes gonna turn into a vamp soon enough ;) i wonder what it'll be like. I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEEEEEEEEK. <3

Dan: Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, Hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. Sometimes we do things we can't take back. We're all afraid of something. I was afraid, i was dying. But in the face of great despair, i had an epiphany........... What i have done is who i am. But what i have done is not who i will be. Its been nearly 37 million seconds 10,000 hours, 14 months................. Since i realized what i have done is not who i can be. Unburden yourself from the mistakes of the past. And when you do, your heart grows stronger, i should know. Mine was supposed to go out long time ago. But it doesn't mean that what you have done is forgotten and what you have done remembers.

Julian: Hi. I saw the light on I thought maybe Brooke was here. I'm Julian.
Victoria: Of course you are. Victoria Davis.
Julian: Of course you are. Would you ask Brooke to call me please?
Victoria: You do realize the name of the company is Clothes Over Bros, yes?
:D

Lucas: Peyton, I've loved you since the first time i saw you. And this ring and these words are just simply a way to show the rest of the world what has been in my heart for as long as I've known you. I love you, Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer. I always have and I always will.
Peyton: Lucas Scott. We've been through so much together. And despite how confused I've been or lost I might have gotten there was always you. Finding me and saving me. You deserve to be adored so that's what we're gonna do, your baby and me. We are going to adore you for years to come. I am so terribly in love with you. And I always will be
<3

Haley: I believe in true love. I believe in love at first sight. I believe love conquers all. And that doesn't mean there's not gonna be hard days or difficult things to deal with, because there will be. But finding that person who does it for you and knowing that person loves you back it just makes everything so much easier. "Peyton Sawyer will become Peyton Scott." That was the dream. And here we are 10 years later and we all get to witness today a dream come true.

Lucas: Why do you think he's avoiding admitting that he's your father?Peyton: I don't know, maybe I'm wrong, maybe he's not. Either way- I will be alright, don't worry about me!
Lucas: You know I will.
(:

Samantha: [Voice over] Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't you anymore? If you were suddenly gone, how would your world react? Whatever you imagined is wrong. There's nothing romantic about death. Grief is like the Ocean. It's deep and Dark and bigger than all of us. And pain is like a thief in the night. Quiet. Persistent. Unfair. Diminished by time and faith and love. I didn't know Quentin Fields but I'm jealous of him because I see how his absence has affected the people that did know him so I know that he did matter to them. And I know he was loved. People say Quentin Fields was a great basketball player. Graceful. Fluid. Inspiring. They say on a good night it almost seemed as though he could fly. And now he can.

Brooke: Congratulations!
Peyton: It's kinda sudden, right?
Brooke: Are you kidding? The rest of the world's been waiting on you two idiots since high school.

Peyton: Hey, you, what have you been up too?
Brooke: Flirting with Lucas.
Peyton: Oh, yeah? How'd that turn out?
Brooke: Eh, so so. You know love triangles are so high school.
Peyton: Seriously.
Brooke: We made it, didn't we? Through all the tragedy and jealousy and confusion. We made it.
Peyton: Yea, hoes over bros, right?
Brooke: I love you, P. Sawyer.
Peyton: I love you too, B. Davis.

signed, yours truly♥

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life is actually pretty good. well, going smooth so far.

i just realized. :)

i'm obsessed with drawing dragons now. all because of jt. THEY'RE COOL. and my dragon body totally owns his. but his head owns mine. we're both pro. xD

I'm just a girl
You're just a boy
This is my heart
It's not a toy
So what's with you playing with my mind?

We used to be cool
This used to be love
Now it's become
Something like a job
Like it or not
Maybe things were changing
Right before our eyes

I tried to be your picture perfect girl
But you were in your own fantasy world
Trynna control me
Like some kind of barbie
But that just ain't me

'Cuz I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
You're way too old to be
Putting me down like this
And playing around like this

I ain't a doll
This ain't a dollhouse
No i could never be stuck living life like this
Behind these four walls I ain't a doll
You call the shots
Right down to my shoes
I liked what you liked
Cuz you told me to
And i don't think that you could even tell I fell out of love
But it never showed I gave up on us
So long ago
But you'll never know
Baby don't pretend like you know me so well.



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hai everyone.
haven't blogged in ages.
today is a special day :)

it is....
DUN DUN DUN.















NICKI WONG'S BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY.
(:
i love her.
like seriously :)
she's not supposed to be 13 because she doesn't look 13, but ANYWHO.
shes amazing, retarded sometimes, and very very high. most of the time;)
so,
best friends.
happy birthday :D
GOOD LUCK IN YOUR SHOWCASE TOMORROW.

soo.
4 weeks until MY birthday.
haha, im excited.
for some odd reason.

why do i miss you this much.
feelings all jumbled up and criss-crossed, i don't know whats right or wrong anymore. maybe you're different. but i'm always hesitant. i've kept my heart under control for so long, i don't know how to just let it all out. and i just don't think i could deal with all that, all over again.
but maybe, if i just smile and tell myself it'll be alright, maybe it will be.

i lahve you nicki wongg:)
signed, yours truly♥

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and my obsession with one tree hill continuesssss:)
im so obsessed with listening to the music.
OTH HAS AMAZING SONGS.
SERIOUSLY :)
I LOVEE.

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one concerned?

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?)
Or only one way that was always meant to be (be)
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say (heeey, and, heeey, and...)
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

I am falling, say my name
And I'll lie in the sound
What is love, but whatever
My heart needs around
And it needs you too much now

But you're fooling yourself
You're fooling yourself
Cause you say you love me
And then you do it again, you do it again
You say you're sorry
And then you do it again, you do it again

Where do you go when your lonely,
Where do you go when your blue,
Where do you go when your lonely, I follow you,
When the stars go blue

lahvee ♥♥♥♥♥

2 MORE FREAKING WEEKS UNTIL SEMESTER 1 ENDSSS.
SOOO FREAKING HAPPY.
TWO WEEKS TILL ONE TREE HILL COMES BACK.
AND TWO WEEKS TILL LIFE UNEXPECTED :)
MAKE IT OR BREAK IT <33

EMILY AND DAMON.
damons so hot. AHHAAHAHA :)

and omg.
A CINDERELLA STORYY.
i thought it was lame before so i never watched it. lol but it turned out really good.
chad michael murrayyyyyy. so HOTT.
i agree with you nicki :)

"this goes out to all the one tree hill fans, ya'll."
signed, yours truly♥

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first day of school.
was awesome :)
i had the most fun in P.E. trish nicki and i laughed so much. well nicki and i definitely did. xD
i have to admit, even if dance is really retarded its kinda fun. the retardedness makes it fun.
:D
we did like 3 dances this class. the waves of bondai -.- such a weird dance.
in one other one we had to hold hands and like run into the middle of the circle and shout OY. haha. and then go back out.
there was this whole routine and when we first did the dance through the song, i stepped on nickis foot. or her foot was in the way. and i fell down. it was hilarious. and when we were going round in a circle, MAKE A STAR xD, nicki like tripped. we messed up badly.
haha.

it was just very funny :)

and i love the bus ride back home. my friends are retards but i dont care :D
lame south park episodes, basketball, slamball, flying dunks and madtv.
my bus is epic.
(:

so today went by pretty smoothly. i think today is my favorite day of week 1. well maybe not, because of the music. but week 1 is still better than week 2. we shall see how tomorrow goes.
ooh and jt has awesome music taste. :D

i'm coming home.
i've been gone far too long,
do you remember me at all?

signed, yours truly♥

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so lately, i have no idea why, but i've been obsessed with metal and rock songs. ain't i just the coolest? :D
not too heavy metal with screamin and all, like slipknot, but cool metal. with awesome drum and guitar solos, and amazing lyrics :)
i freaking love stone sour.
even if its technically not really metal. its more rockish.
im just gonna fill this post with songs.
:D

Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.

I'm only here for a while.
And patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?

Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
-zzyzx road

The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
-monster

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
-tears don't fall

We all make mistakes.
Here's your Lifeline.
If you want it, I want to.
We all make mistakes.
Here's your Lifeline.
If you want it, I want to.

There’s a field near the dream.
I watched it grow with whitest light.
I watched us all reach out and lean.
For the strength to touch the sky.

If you hear a distant sound.
And some footsteps by your side.
If you feel like coming round.
I will take you for a ride.
-lifeline

Alone at last, we can sit and fight
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
Stay right here we can change our plight
Storming through this despite what's right

One final fight, for this tonight
Whoa....
With knives and pens we made our plight

Lay your heart down the ends in sight
Conscience begs for you to do what's right
Everyday it's still the same dull knife,
Stab it throught and justify your pride
-knives and pens

I need a hero to save my life
I need a hero, just in time
Save me just in time
Save me just in time

Who's gonna fight for what's right?
Who's gonna help us survive?
We're in the fight of our lives
And we're not ready to die

Who's gonna fight for the weak?
Who's gonna make 'em believe?
I've got a hero, I've got a hero
Living in me
-hero

Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
We're off to never-never land

Something's wrong, shut the light
Heavy thoughts tonight
And they aren't of Snow White

Dreams of war, dreams of liars
Dreams of dragon's fire
And of things that will bite, yeah
-enter sandman

jt has amazing taste. i will say it again. :D
to credit his insanely big "fake" ego.
hehe.
i'm a metal monster, according to MJ. hahahahahaha imagine that.
anyways.
i can't wait for one tree hill.
and life unexpected <33333
i'm freaking obsessed with lady antebellum. SOOOO DAMN GOOD.

just when you think that love will never find you, you've run away but it's still right behind you, it's just something that we can't control.
story of my life.
signed, yours truly♥

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!
ahh.
2010.
here's to a brand new year, and fresh starts :)
i need it.
but you know what, i have a feeling this year's gonna be just fine.

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