bfmv is my life saver.
seriously :)
jt is such an amazing person to recommend it to me, and no jt, i'm not being sarcastic this time x)
i turn the music up as my heart beats painfully and somehow, the crazy beating of the drums soothes the turmoil and i can breathe again. sometimes, musics the only thing that makes sense anymore.
SCHOOL TOMORROW.
call me crazy, i'm excited. well, just not for chinese. or dt. or science. hahahahhahaha wellll. at least everything else makes up for those horrible subjects :D
so,
i'm kind of obsessed with the song snuff by slipknot.
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I LOVE.
AND I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT BELIEVE A HARDCORE METAL BAND LIKE SLIPKNOT HAS AN ACOUSTIC SONG.
hehe.
did i mention this before? i think i have. i remember saying something about it, but oh well. its an amazing song :)
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago.
Angels lie to keep control. <3
i found some amazing quotes last night. and i was reading, sorting through my extremely long document of saved quotes this morning. quotes explain my life better than i do. that's why i love them so much, and i kinda depend on them. you know?
No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater.The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece.
Love can make up for a lot.-Sarah Dessen
Well, maybe I'm just too young to keep good love from going wrong,
But tonight you're on my mind, so you never know.
-Jeff Buckley
No person has the right to condemn you on how you repair your heart,
because no one knows how much you're hurting.-Grey's Anatomy
ah greys anatomy <3
meredith and derek asdfas;lkfjas;ldfjasdlfkjasd;fljk
i actually liked addison a little.
but just not her and derek ;)
i don't even watch the whole eps. i just watch recaps of every ep with scenes with them in it hahahaha. i'm lame yeah.
but its so sweeeeeet.
i like the very first ep where she goes, so if i know you, i'll love you.
and he goes, oh yeah. :D
cute huh;)
i make no apologies for how i chose to heal what you broke. ♥
and ohhhh the ep where she almost drowns.
he almost died there.
so desperate to save her ;)
AND THE POST IT XD
yay for love. i'm weird.
signed, yours truly♥
p.s
i miss you,
and i'm so glad your back.
:)
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