YOU WERE WARNED.
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
8:02 PM
its a blur,
fast paced whiz through the twists and turns of my foolish heart.
for a moment i was sure
now i'm getting even more lost.
This morning was a fight to get up
Those words still ringing in my head
Never felt like such a fool in front of anyone
I guess that's what you do when you love someone
Just give me time, if you need more
There's no way to ever really know
How to protect yourself or predict the outcome
But you'll do anything when you love someone
You'll do anything when you love someone
If I fall, I'll try a little harder and get back up
Please stay by me, love
That's what you do when you love someone
That's what you do when you love someone.
EASTER :)))))))))))
SO HAPPY ITS FINALLY HERE.
so sad im not going to perth :(
i miss you soo much jamie.
and everyone else
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but oh well.
alisters backk :DD
excited to see you.
(:
what do you do when you listen but don't hear.
what do you do when you stare but don't see.
what do you do when you try but don't succeed.
i wonder what goes on in your head when you look like that, i'm dying to know.
its the bittersweet melodies that play in my head
while i think of you.
but most of the time,
they're the most beautiful sound to my heart.
They say
If you open your heart to the healing
Time will take all those scars you've been wearing
Please don't tell me how I should be feeling
I'm not sure I even want to try, oh
They say
You just gotta let go and move on
You're only hurting yourself when you hold on
All I want is to lose this pain
Every drop of it washed away, yeah
Can you tell me how?
When I am looking down and all hope is over
Can you tell me how?
Ten million pieces of my heart to put back together
If I could I'd take hold of myself
Pull me out of this living hell
Can you tell me how?
i'm looking for special things inside of me.last day of school tomorrow :)
it felt like holiday already, even at lunch. there's basically nothing tmrw, cuz its just a half day. still have to get through 2 periods of chinese though. asdkfja;sdklfj
but its alright.
signed, yours truly♥
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the end is where i begin
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
8:34 PM
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really.
not.
*
everyday it gets easier and easier. maybe its just the fact that your trying, and i can see that. it makes me happy. for some reason. i can't say you care, because then i'd be fooling myself into trusting you again. but with every word, you erase a fraction of my scars. and thats worth all the while. i'm still scared, every time. every single time.
signed, yours truly♥
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i love you but i've chosen darkness
Thursday, March 18, 2010
5:48 PM
i'm looking at the cuteish block of wood you made for me in dt class trish; you seriously must've been verryyyy bored :)
and i love you too fish.
mean buddy and student. LOVE:D
i've got a freaking headache. i feel dizzy.
i think its the stress.
or maybe its just the sleep-deprived state ive been in so much lately.
you've got me tripping and stumbling over my own heart.
it is what it is
i was only looking for a shortcut home
but it's complicated
so complicated.
:)
addictions.
and trish got me obsessed with the script.
my newfound love :)
'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break evennnn.
i was only trying to bury the pain,
was only trying to save myself.
i don't think you'll ever know exactly what you do to my heart;;
signed, yours truly♥
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for tonight your only here to know
Saturday, March 13, 2010
9:55 PM
happy belated birthday my dear sherise fan :)
you retarded obsessive lame person.
i love you :)
and
happy belated birthday jayteeeee.
you old emo man.
your pro-ness at drumming is amazing :D
and i know you love my book and my bookmark.
(:
your eyes like chesnut stars, melt my heart.
&the way you make my heart beat strangely when you're right there,
scares me.
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show me how to live
Saturday, March 6, 2010
7:09 PM
what can i say.
when i talk to you, you make me feel whole again.
especially when you were the one who broke me in the first place.
i think,
i think i'll forgive you.
forgive you, for breaking my heart.
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near wild heaven
Thursday, March 4, 2010
9:19 PM
你想往好的方向想，告诉自己它可能会跟其他人不一样，但最终，他们一定会让你失望的。就是那种人，把一块大大的石头丢到我的心上，让我感到无比的沉重，无能为力。
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the female turkey is called a hen.
the human brain is insensitive to pain.
the average chocolate bar has 8 insects' legs in it.
the shortest word in the english language with all its letters in alphabetical order is the word "almost".
the olympic gold medal is mostly made of silver.
the world population of chickens is about equal to the number of people.
humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
interesting :)
"We sit silently and watch the world around us. This has taken a lifetime to learn. It seems only the old are able to sit next to one another and not say anything and still feel content. The young, brash and impatient, must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox."
"And for the briefest instant, it almost feels like we're together again."
"Noah: "You wanna dance with me?"
Allie: "Sure. Now?"
Noah: "Mmm Hmm"
Allie: "You're not supposed to dance in the street."
Noah: "You are supposed to dance in the street."
Allie: "Yeah, but we don't have any music."
Noah: "Well, we'll make some... Bum bum bum bum bum bum..."
Allie: "You're a terrible singer."
Noah: "I know."
Allie: "And I like this song."
nicholas sparks
i miss you so much jess. you always understand :)
unlike all the other ones.
signed, yours truly♥
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the world spins madly on
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
9:20 PM
yay omg i just found out that blogspot works on safari.
that is cool :D
一颗来不及许愿的流星；它的美丽在你眼见闪过，但霎时就变成过去，变成永不能挽回的过去。我只能坐在这里，默默的想着你，盼望着如果有一天，你又能那么明亮的闪过我黑暗寂寞的天空。
;;
today was a fairytale, you were the prince,
i used to be a damsel in distress.
you told me i was pretty when i looked a mess,
today was a fairytale.
time slows down,
whenever your around.
valentines day was pretty good :)
i wonder.
what does perfect mean when we learn to look past our imperfections?
how do we define perfection?
and how would we tell when it's real?
everything could just be in disguise,
nobody would know.
nobody would realize.
signed, yours truly♥
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Angie here. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions.
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