AND EASTERS ALMOST OVER:(((

i got:

art

dt

science

english

geo

and i'm only done with art. hehehehehe such a fail.

gah.

but anyways.

had so much fun with nicki and alister yesterdayy:)

ASDFLKAJS;DLFKAJS;DFLKJAS;DFLJKAS;DFKJ

hahhahaa

soo funny

alister: grow some MATURITY!

nicki: i'm sorry, i don't have that plant yet.

x))

oh how much i love youuu nicki.

confusing, frustrating, complicating.

need space for my heart to think.

i know it'll work,

but i can't.

i'm just not that kind of girl.

and after everything,

i just won't.

i want to don't get me wrong. there's a part of me that always wanted it. there's a part of me that always wanted everything though. but i don't think thats what i need right now. my heart hurts but i still can't.

she won't turn around

the shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down.

she won't make a sound

alone with this fight with herself and the fear's whispering if she stands, she'll fall down.