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Angie here. I have a much much longer name but I'll leave it as it is for the sake of internet safety precautions. :) 5 things you should know about me:

1. i am an insane quote freak.

2. i have a HUGE obsession with one tree hill

3. i laugh for my own amusement.

4. snowboarding and swimming are my thing.

5. unfortunately, i'm a sucker for love. :)

p.s my friends are my life. break her heart and i'll break your face.

YOU WERE WARNED.

quote of the day: Under the streetlight, dancing by herself, she is waiting for a car to stop, a star to fall, someone to change her life.

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
6:51 PM

what is WRONG WITH MY LIFE.
has someone got it in for me up there? so whenever i want to TRY and be happy, you land another bombshell on me. what ever have i done to deserve this?! how many more lies must i deal with? i dont know what hurts more. the truth, or the fact that you lied to me. again. if it's not lying what is it? oh, you just FORGOT? something THAT important and you FORGET? or you just didn't bother to tell me. either way. i thought that it might actually be different, that even though my whole life has changed, i can still live it happy. what now. ITS SCREWED UP SO BADLY BECAUSE OF YOU. how do i respect you when you do these kind of things to me? people like you, don't deserve any kind of respect or trust. its wrong to not respect you, but what can i do? i'm not this kind of person. but you force me to be.

There’s a woman crying out tonight, her world has changed, she asks God why. She can’t sleep at night, with all the tears and troubles following her like a shadow. Downtown another day for all the suits and ties, another war to fight. There’s no regard for life, how do they sleep at night? How can we make things right. We are all the same, human in all our ways and all our pains. Let forgiveness wash away the pain. And no one really knows what they are searching for. This world is crying for so much more... i don't know whats good or bad anymore. what's right or wrong. everyone's got their own battles to fight, their own reason for pain. This world, this world is cold. You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care. Your mother's gone and your father hits you, this pain you cannot bear. Your days, you say they're way too long. And your nights, you can't sleep at all. And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more. i wish you were a stranger i could just disengage. get along for a bit, and when my mood changes, just leave you behind. but its not so simple. never a clean break.

i hate my life. and i hate you.
it's me who's got the demons to wrestle now.
signed, yours truly♥

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