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whats right whats wrong.
whats true.
the difference between what i need to do, and what i don't want to do.
the difference between the first drop of tear, and the effort it takes to control the rest.
i only did what you asked me to do, yet i make mistakes anyway. i try so hard not to make the mistake i made last time, yet the blame is still on me. i tried so hard. so hard. i really did. to please you. i didn't want the same thing to happen again.
i really did try. i can't do anything now, because i don't even know what to do, to make things right. right for you. you love him, he means everything to you, he's the only person who can make you happy. yeah, i know all that. who doesn't? its just so hard to please you both.

you know i really am sorry. you mean a lot to me, and once maybe you might've felt the same about me. i never wanted things to turn out this way. i'm sorry you feel upset, i'm sorry i'm the reason for all this. maybe it doesn't really matter to you what i'm feeling, but i feel really bad too. i wish sometimes maybe you might see things from my perspective.

i'm sorry.

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